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		<title>Father Henry More</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Minutes felt like seconds, standing at this exact spot,  admiring beautiful scalped metal that touched the illuminated dark sky with so  much intimacy. Many rows, standing like kings overseeing a troubled kingdom,  illuminated in small boxes that even brightened the clouds making the night  seem like it was watched by God [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Minutes felt like seconds, standing at this exact spot,  admiring beautiful scalped metal that touched the illuminated dark sky with so  much intimacy. Many rows, standing like kings overseeing a troubled kingdom,  illuminated in small boxes that even brightened the clouds making the night  seem like it was watched by God in heaven. Intoxicating music filled his blood,  like harps making love, proudly bathing in the hidden peace that a world  experienced with death had so very much desired.</p>
<p>&ldquo;My god,&rdquo; the old man exclaimed to himself, wearing a  tattered red robe, forming the sign of the cross on his chest. &ldquo;Truly,&rdquo; he said  to himself, &ldquo;a sight to behold, for thee is the safe passage from desolate  treasures and forbidden fruits.&rdquo; </p>
<p>It was all an allusion; a disrupting vision of beauty soiled  by unwelcomed events that brought about awful truths. </p>
<p>Gripping his wooden cane as a child grips a blanket after  awaking from terrible nightmares, surely expecting a monster to emerge from  darkness and swallow the child whole, the old man approached, leaving behind a  wall that mirrored the tall the skyscrapers, centered with a massive metal gate  patrolled with countless well-armed men.</p>
<p>Spending two lifetimes in the Wasted, a section of old  America left alone by the three great Administrators that divided the country  into quarters, the old man was taken aback by the civility, the riches  displayed. It was a murdered feeling of his na&iuml;ve innocence that revolted him  while admiring perhaps one of the most gorgeous beauty&rsquo;s he had ever seen. In  his most optimistic of minds, he prayed the people that lavished in luxury were  ignorant beyond the Sector Three walls, lied to by a Government that elected  prosperity over human rights, science over the word of God and security over  freedom. </p>
<p>This wasn&rsquo;t the Wasted. For here no dead lay rotting in the  unkempt streets, attacked by merciless <em>Enforcers</em> or a man-made virus that killed infants with an unrelenting attack on their  immune systems. Here, the streets were often cleaned by automated vehicles with  oversized brushes and high pressure sprayers. Malnourishment didn&rsquo;t exist in  the form of mutations or general deformities from the radiation spills,  especially localized in the southeastern quadrant of <em>Old America</em>. A region the old man provided relief for, allowing  those certainly to die, a moment of God&rsquo;s presence, a living embodiment for  confession, to ease their passing. It&rsquo;s truly hard to imagine that the Wasted  and this mega-metropolitan, surnamed Sector Three, once unified the greatest  country the world had every known. </p>
<p>Gangs didn&rsquo;t enforce eviction orders, discharging the final  breath of those that once lived, for worthless treasures when food, clean water  and fuel, the rarest of resources, were scarcely found. Law enforcement roamed  these streets, with black sticks emitting a thin blue glow at their tips hooked  around their belts while people walked freely, lavishing in their great  fortunes, earned by the wealth of being born into great families. </p>
<p>With his cane, the old man pressed forward, reaching the  outskirts where the shortest buildings lined with an embracing perimeter around  the beautiful metal structures that punctured the clouds. Even though the moon  was full with energy and life, the metal structures that bound this mega-metropolitan  was filled with so much life, from the metal structures, the tall lamps in the  streets and the many cars that passed without so much as the sound of a sneeze.</p>
<p>He was old, and his life&rsquo;s goals largely achieved, yet  always consumed with the voice that spoke to him, the old man would bow to each  person that made eye contact with him. His pilgrimage, not of his own heart, led  him to walk the very streets of a city that banished religion many seasons ago.  People shot odd stares, which he related as mere curiosity. </p>
<p>So sad, he thought. They&rsquo;re truly ignorant of the pain that  burdens this world. </p>
<p>Lined with storefronts, ranging from disposable cell phones,  reusable food stores to clothing shops with gowns cropped with a golden fleece  and the sparkle of small diamonds in many windows, the streets were active.  Couples slowly walked, hand in hand, expressing themselves with the feeling  born of a new love. Cars in black, red, blue, green and even white whisked  past, many with newer technologies that replaced gas with some new marvel.</p>
<p>Slowly walking, with the tick of his wooden cane tapping on  concrete with each step, the old man fought the urge to cry. Purify in its  purest form was not pure, rather diluted with illusions of grander, for the  prosperity of it all comes within a scale too small for any common mind to  fathom. God help us all. </p>
<p>When a violin played a sad son, with his radish colored eyes  as the audience, it deepened his treasured misery. For in that bath he warmed  himself with the reminder that God is in all things and no matter what, he  reaches out with a soft hand to embrace everyone; even those that do not  believe or have long since killed him within their many storms of selfishness.</p>
<p>NO! Peace, safety and comfort lived here, but God would not  embrace a soul from these towers of the devil&rsquo;s greed; nor would Christ, the  savior of those that walk so arrogantly without purpose, or meaning. These were  the heretics of nihilism. Youth and time long past due, the old man raged with  fire in his heart; a desire to raise swords against his enemies, many of whom  walked carelessly down the streets having killed a God. How can such people  exist? How can the world of so much misery not see that once they killed God,  that storms of the devil&rsquo;s wrath baked upon those souls with vengeance against  those that God choose to love? </p>
<p>But was it really their fault? Ignorance was a gift from a  madman Administrator that forbids religion. Probably because he feared that properly  guided souls wouldn&rsquo;t accept the filth that governed so mercilessly. Stories of  epic blood poured from the desires of wickedness crossed his ears on his  travels here. If not for the families that crossed the great river that split  the country, or the Mountain civilization in the East, he would have come with  surprises of the fainted, rather than shielding his soul and heart with spiked  swords and knights of the Templar, who are still rumored to exist. </p>
<p>Nearly four weeks ago, a pilgrim of the Sector One that held  a great city nearly 100 miles wide on the northern East Coast, the  Administrator&rsquo;s aide Natalie Cousins, met the old man and asked that he visit  the Potosi zones inside of Sector Three. It was an unusual request, considering  the two had never met, though the old man knew of the Cousins&rsquo; faith and her  request was genuine. While he wasn&rsquo;t sure if it was the Administrator himself  that asked he go, he knew the Government in Sector One was much more liberal,  very open with a freedom that mimics what the Old United States stood for.  Rumor always persisted of William Seymore&rsquo;s ultimate desire to resurrect the  once great country. </p>
<p>His goal, bringing the faith amongst the poor, was gladly  accepted by his peers, who buckled under worrying hearts at the danger the old  man would face. Spreading the word of God was something that spoke deep into  his pumping heart, even if it meant eventual death. </p>
<p>However, it wasn&rsquo;t here where he&rsquo;d lead the flock of the  righteous, amongst the filth that walked past him with a purpose greater than  his own. Just beyond the towers, through the business zones and the  entertainment districts, roughly another ten miles, sat a small section in town  where slaves gathers after their masters were finished with them. The locals  called it Potosi. The old man called it vile. </p>
<p>After two days of strenuous travel, interrupted by naps on  the cold asphalt in the alleys, through the glorious, corrupt, fantastical  layers of both heaven and hell, the old man reached the Potosi zone. </p>
<p>Children smoked in soot, with women forced into prostitution,  men into manual labor, the many servants and slaves that were granted no  rights, no homes, and no freedoms and, god forbid, food to fill their starving  stomachs, easily outnumbered the masters they served. They were scared, tired,  and many. So many. </p>
<p>He to fell to a knee, next to the dimming fire, and said,  &ldquo;let us pray.&rdquo; His fingers crossing his chest giving the sign of the cross, the  old man began.</p>
<p><strong><em>Two years later</em></strong></p>
<p>The irony wasn&rsquo;t lost on the broken old man, showing the  wear of many hours of torture that his brothers had seen nearly millennia ago,  including a great Saint of his own bloodline. Scanning the court room, a  building that reminded him of St. Peter&rsquo;s Basilica of all things, featured four  great stone pillars at the entrance with a distinctive doom on its roof. Aside  from the paintings long devoured by layers of white paint along the walls and  ceilings, with much of the interior completely restructured, it was  unmistakable that this building was converted from a great cathedral into a court  house. You can not get away from God&rsquo;s law, the old man mused to himself. </p>
<p>The pews remained, as hundreds watched a high-profile case  against the old man that led a rebellion that nearly sacked the Capitol City,  deep inside Sector Three, not ten miles from what used to be called Houston. His  wrists wrapped in chains, escorted by two men wearing black Kevlar, foggy  helmets and electrified batons, the old man, broken into fragile bone, sunken  eyes and wasted breath, slowly, yet proudly, walked to the lone table that  stood before an erected bench where the judge would take his place. </p>
<p>A Judge of one, to hear the case, try it, and render  judgment, all within an hour, provided that he wasn&rsquo;t hungry for an early  lunch. Of course the judge was appointed by the Administrator, or one of his  inter-council. The state would judge this case swiftly, the old man feared. He  knew, once this moment was taking place, not much was left for him and events  that followed would end with his death. </p>
<p>Countless nights crying against the gray concrete walls in  his cell, the old man didn&rsquo;t fear much. But like so many people, he feared the  uncertainty of death. His belief, his faith, begged him to remember that his  death would only transmit him to a greater life, that of which stands aside his  brothers and of God. Two years ago, he would have gladly died, for his  experience included nothing but suffering and misery, his own included. He was  tired, and ready to parish in the lands where his fathers and brothers died  before him, to join them in eternal sleep. Now he was nearly out of time. </p>
<p>The words he preached led to a unification of slaves and  masters, of race, creed and gender, all uniting because the word of God touched  them. It was soon after that his sermons led to riots, eventually turning into rebellions,  finally suppressed on the steps of the Capitol City. Those that led the  violence of the riots and rebellions died during the suppression. All that  remained was the father, the old man. Yet, he proudly admits that he fathered the  inspiration of people&rsquo;s spiritual revival even though he begged for the word of  God not to be taught with vengeance and violence. </p>
<p><em>Not now, not this way</em>.  The old man pleaded to himself. <em>I&rsquo;m not  supposed to die, for the word of God hasn&rsquo;t spread through the blood of those  that need his love. Not everyone has heard me. </em>. </p>
<p>Hushed tones generated an eerie silence throughout old  cathedral walls that the old man thought of as magnificent designs, where his  forefathers and forebrothers once prayed freely to the Gods of their choice.  Ah, a time that was. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Court is in session,&rdquo; a voice spoke from hidden shadow.  &ldquo;The honorable Thomas Nichols, presiding.&rdquo; </p>
<p>A wiry frame that was hidden by his tall stature and a thick  encompassing black robe that sat menacingly on his shoulders, the Judge strode  up the stairs with grace and the perception of power. His thick black hair was  invaded with lines of gray, as if painted stripes were suddenly fashionable in  men&rsquo;s hair. Once he surveyed the courtroom, his eyes locked on the old man&rsquo;s,  who quickly realized his shield wasn&rsquo;t strong enough to hide the fear that betrayed  his face. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Mr. Henry More,&rdquo; the Judge began, taking a seat with all  observers behind the old man simultaneously taking their own seats. &ldquo;You stand  accused of treason as an agent sent by an enemy of this state&rdquo; the judge said  with a slight English accent which gave him the added perception of relative  intelligence. &ldquo;What do you say to these charges?&rdquo;</p>
<p>The old man with chains wrapped around his arms and legs locked  at his waist, stood as tall as an old man could. Wrapping his head around the  word <em>agent</em>, the old man paused. He  was no agent. But the quick mind of the old man quickly realized that the  government of Sector Three viewed this as much as a public relations stunt, as  it did brandishing their own justice. Could the state use him as propaganda  against their own civilians, to remind those that rise against authority? Or  could it be that the state was using the trial for some larger purposes, a  display of power against rival states? It was then and there that the old man  trembled with the thought his death was going to be nothing but sacrifice  against everything he believed in. They would use him for their own ends, and  that was a meaningless death. </p>
<p>&ldquo;I am no agent of any enemy against any member within this  state. But alas, I do not understand the specificity of my charges,&rdquo; the old  man cautiously responded with a smiling judge, who from the likes of it,  enjoyed the occasional squabble with those he could devour with drunken words  and a wooden gable. </p>
<p>&ldquo;The Code of Law, Article 1, Subsection 13 states that no  man, woman or child may conduct practices of mysticism, such as religion,  organized religion, or group religion that promotes the idea of God, or other  mythical deities, messiahs or general religious icons, including historical or  present relics, all of which may be construed as offensive to the state,  therefore classified as a treasonable offense.&rdquo; The judge looked up and  narrowed his eyes, &ldquo;And treason, Mr. More, is punishable by death.&rdquo; </p>
<p>The old man lowered his head when the Judge continued, &ldquo;Your  preaching religion and the fable that is God as a truth, when in fact, religion  and God are pathetic ways to not only rich your own pockets, but to incite chaos  and general anarchy, which in of itself promotes death and the destabilization  of our great state. It is imperative that childish stories such as these remain  outside our borders where the Wasted can perish to their Gods and the  civilized, such as us, may prosper.&rdquo; </p>
<p>The Judge shuffled paper and continued. &ldquo;We have witnesses  that claim you personally led The May Rebellions in which 1,553 military died  in the span of three months, with at least 10,000 civilian casualties, many of  whom were elderly and children.&rdquo; </p>
<p>The old man felt hollow. So many people died, ranging from  fathers protecting their families to children of fatal interest lining the  streets to see the pilgrimage of Christ. The old man had heard stories that the  Enforcers, the military police arm of Sector Three, using innocents as human  shields. Disbelief would have run deep through his blood, if it wasn&rsquo;t for the  multitude of its travesty that he witnessed through his own heartbroken eyes. </p>
<p>This wasn&rsquo;t how it was supposed to happen. He wanted to  spread the word of God. Yet, some used it, like a radical, to generate support  for a massive rebellion that lasted many months, spilt so much blood and  bastardized the word of God. It took the remaining strength in his tired body  to hide the sadness, only to pick up his head to see the viperous stare from  the Judge. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Quite honestly, old man, we have enough evidence to execute  you as soon as we please, as you&rsquo;re the destroyer of peace, and the master of  chaos. The robe you where confirms our suspicions that true religion is never  to be practiced while our great leader, The Administrator, breathes  enlightenment from a culture based on science, success and solidarity.&rdquo; </p>
<p>&ldquo;Preaching the word of God is a thing of beauty, your honor.  It brings us comfort and guidance, strengthening our resolve for love and mercy&#8230;&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Yet,&rdquo; the showboating Judge interrupted, &ldquo;you knew our laws  coming into Sector Three, did you not? Religion is strictly prohibited and of  high treason, punishable by decapitation.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;I know of no law above the word of god,&rdquo; the old man said  in defiance.<br />
  &ldquo;Witnesses claim that you prayed within the Potosi zones,  raising arms that led to this pathetic rebellion. Do you deny this?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;I ask, my lord, why such a law was created. Is it because  the Administrator fears the deity of something much more powerful, and much  more important than himself? Does he worry about idols that possess reminders  of guilt within his own heart,&rdquo; the old man asked, surprised to see the Judge  smiling, as if approving. Why, the old man had no mind to comprehend. Perhaps  there were fractures within the government. Perhaps the old man condemned  himself so fully, that the Judge can make an early lunch. &nbsp;</p>
<p>The old man smiled in return and continued, &ldquo;Because his  weapon is love, not hatred, for many others exhibit those traits, do they not?  I&rsquo;m fully reconciled with the thought that I will soon join him in our quest to  bring God back to this world. I am not, however, honored by the grace of his  will, in that his word has been forgotten. It&rsquo;s true,&rdquo; the old man said  pleading to the Judge and anyone else willing to listen in the room, &ldquo;many have  bastardized the word of God for their own means. Whether that&rsquo;s money, property  or a misguided meaning for warfare. By God, the United States of America was  apart of such a conflict that led us to a world in which we live in today.&rdquo; </p>
<p>&ldquo;But the word of God, and his son, Jesus Christ, the true  word, is about forgiveness, love, honor, virtue and salvation. Before the wars,  before&rdquo; the old man paused, &ldquo;everything changed, communities were drawn like  families. Neighbors helped raise the children of other families. The poor had a  means to eat, for neighbors would go a night without dinner so others could  feed. The weak had a means to defend themselves, for the entire community would  stand next to each other to hold the lines of unity. That, your honor, has long  left us. The Wasted and the Potosi are just examples of our low quality today.  Yet they are also a shining example of how strength is found in a unified soul,  and not through the strength of arms. </p>
<p>The room was so quiet that when the attentive Judge cleared  his throat, everyone in the room suddenly shifted in their seats, remembering  that this, was in fact, a trial. </p>
<p>&ldquo;So you do not deny the charges leveled against you, sir?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;I deny that I was sent by anyone other than that of God&rsquo;s will. I do not deny my  role as leader of the rebellions,&rdquo; the old man said, bowing to his spoken words  that will end his life. <br />
  &ldquo;Through your own admission of guilt, you will be executed  by decapitation tomorrow morning at 10AM. What do you say to this?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Lord Jesus, through the power of the Holy Spirit, go back  into my memory as I sleep.&rdquo; The Judge slammed his gable, yelling above the  amazed crowd that such a man would recite prayer while having his life  terminated because of it. &ldquo;Every hurt that has ever been done to me,&rdquo; the old  man continued. &ldquo;heal that hurt.&rdquo; He shouted louder above the judge, and much  more proudly. &ldquo;Every hurt that I have ever caused another person, heal that  hurt. All the relationships that have been damaged in my whole life that I am  not aware of, heal those relationships. But, O Lord, if there is anything that  I need to do, If I need to go to a person because he or she is still suffering  from my hand, bring to my awareness that person. I choose to forgive, and I ask  to be forgiven. Remove whatever bitterness may be in my heart, Lord, and fill  the empty spaces with your love.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Just as the guards were dragging him out, the old man turned  to the crowd, many of whom were shaking their heads in disbelief, as if  children experienced something radically new for the very first time. He smiled  and lowered his head in honor of reaching those that he knew he touched. </p>
<p>Little did the old man know, amongst the observers in the  courtroom, sat a child nearing his twentieth year that would change everything  based on what he saw today. &nbsp;</p>
<p><strong><em>The Judge&rsquo;s Chambers</em></strong></p>
<p>Minutes after the trial concluded, Judge Thomas Nichols  greeted his secretary, who artificially smiled before lowering her head in  obvious disgust. Nichols felt her sadness, for it gripped his fragile heart  like a steel fist squeezing unrelenting. He couldn&rsquo;t hear her muted sobs, but  he felt them. </p>
<p>Once inside his chambers, the Judge removed his heavy black  robe and threw it carelessly over the back of his antique leather chair that  many of his guests used. Placing his hands on the back of the chair, the Judge  closed his eyes and leaned slightly forward, as if the two weights perched atop  his shoulders were that of the Administrator, who specifically wanted a show of  his rule, rather than a display of honest justice. Witnesses were never found  to subjugate the trial, yet they appeared when the Administrator demanded them. </p>
<p>What had he done? Why, in a world so filled with  desperation, does this man come along to free break the laws, forcing the Judge  to kill a man of God? A martyr of God, destined to change a world where  religion and God were banished like a plague so infectious that it could wipe  out half of our civilization. Yet, it was he that condemned him to death. It  was he that felt his heart split in half, his humanity dissolving. He cursed  the old man, enthusiastically, for this was beyond the heart break promoted in  his gut. </p>
<p>The Judge shifted towards his drinking cabinet, a  six-shelved unit encased with a dark finish and duel glass doors. The middle shelf  held several glasses, clear-like crystals with enough girth for Nichols&rsquo; large  hands to grip, but delicate enough that they could shatter with a powerfully  emotional twist that would be undone by the emotions ravaging the ruthless and  composed Judge. A bin held fresh ice cubs, one shelf below the glasses and the  top three units held to his most expensive bottles. He gently lowered three ice  cubs from the bin into the glass, so softly he was afraid of cracking the  glass. Everything breaks at his hand, why not his glass? </p>
<p>He stared at the line of bottles in front of him, ranging  from cheap whiskeys in front to the more oft-used high-end bourbons near the  back. <em>That&rsquo;s it</em>. He arched his hand  over each selection, pulling an unopened 100-year old bottle Chivas Regal  Royal, feeling the weight in his hands. A quick poor and the glass was half  full. </p>
<p>Turning to his right, he found himself staring in the mirror.  Nichols, as vulnerable now as he was excited to originally hear of the  rebellions two years ago, wiped the water growing from his radish-hue eyes. Am  I such a coward that a man over seventy years has the courage to die honorably  for what he believes in? The Judge grinned slightly and looked upon the floor. <em>God&rsquo;s word doesn&rsquo;t apply to me, for I  murdered a man of God</em>. </p>
<p>A quick sigh, like a disgruntled laugh escaped his lips. He  turned his glass in a circular motion, watching the Chivas Regal Royal push the  three ice cubs, noticeably smaller, along the edges of the glass. </p>
<p><em>I&rsquo;m in a position of  power, of influence. I&rsquo;m in the Administrator&rsquo;s greater council, and when the  time comes, when he must be disposed, I will honor the spilt blood of Saints  and burn every non-believer alive. This, I promise, father Henry More.</em></p>
<p>First, he needed forgiveness. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Please, God,&rdquo; the Judge said, slightly craning his neck so  he could look upward. &ldquo;Forgive me for trespassing on the leader of your flock.&rdquo;  He tipped the drink into his mouth and let the alcohol sit there momentarily.  After swallowing it, he flung his glass like a grenade across the room until it  shattered into a tiny thousand pieces, mirroring his own heart. </p>
<p><strong><em>The Next Morning </em></strong></p>
<p>Wearing gritty torn clothing, gray and deeply stained by  filth and dirt, the old man walked down the concrete hallways from his cell,  passing onlookers, many of whom reached out their tortured hand. Some cheered,  not for his eventual death, rather what he represented. He felt honored, grateful  and terrified. </p>
<p>Chains wrapped around his wrists and ankles, interlaced  through a lock on his waist, impeded his movements, especially painful where  they cut deep into his skin. Once the morning sun penetrated the concrete walls  near the entrance, the old man raised his hands to sheild his eyes. Against his  frail skin, he felt the energy of the sun, which had been absent for many  weeks. Blinded by white, he turned towards the heavens and smiled, &ldquo;Soon, my  gracious Lord, I will feel your warmth &#8211; and the security of your shield. This  world no longer belongs to us, as many have so long abandoned your grace. But by  your grace, the world will be ours, once again.&rdquo; </p>
<p>One the recently constructed perched platform, erected five  feet with enough space for ten men to stand, stood the menacing executioner  with a black hood hiding his face. The old man, a servant of god, was pushed up  the wooden stairs. Observers, counting in the hundreds were quiet; many showing  distaste for an inevitability that they didn&rsquo;t truly understand. Others cursed  at the old man, for being an engineer of chaos. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Please God, give me the strength to fulfill your will,&rdquo; the  old man said quietly. Then he raised his voice. &ldquo;People of America, children of  the United States, sons and daughters of God, pray for me. For while I speak  the true word of God whose time I fully expected to come I&rsquo;m but a man, of  flesh and bone. And I&rsquo;m scared. Will you help me?&rdquo; No one shouted, no one  cheered, not a single word was spoken, a single breath drawn. </p>
<p>One of the two men that escorted the old man from his cell kicked  out his knees, forcing him to kneel down, causing great pain to shoot through  the old man&rsquo;s body. &ldquo;Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee; blessed  art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary,  Mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death.&rdquo; </p>
<p>Shoving his arms wide and slightly to the front, his back  arched slightly, allowing his neck to settle on a freshly crafted block of  wood. Scanning the crowd, he saw men besides their families, women with their children  with several men dressed with expensive suits, flanked by Enforcers near the  back. They came, undoubtedly, to see the deed done. Still, the old man wondered  if any were touched by the word of God, like he was, and his forefathers before  him. Blood thick with tradition, martyrism and Sainthood, the old man felt a  surge of terror, yet honored to follow those that walked before him.</p>
<p>It was then that his proudest moment became realized. Somewhere,  deep in the crowd of hundreds, a shout echoed out, &ldquo;God bless you father Henry  More.&rdquo; His ears deceived him, surely, for this wasn&rsquo;t the same crowds that he  spent many days and nights preaching with; this wasn&rsquo;t his flock. He recognized  no faces. No, his mind was playing tricks on him. Surely. </p>
<p>Still, it didn&rsquo;t prevent him from reassessing the crowd, most  of whom were calm, solemn, showing the sadness of a lost parent. Others lowered  their head in honor, and others still mouthed the same murmurs shouted through  the crowd of &ldquo;God bless you&rdquo;, disregarding eventual retribution from a ravenous  empire that freely killed God. </p>
<p>Smiling with pride, tears freely falling, the old man was  ready. A hushed silence swept the crowd, when one final man shouted, &ldquo;God take  you, father.&rdquo; Moments from his death and he couldn&rsquo;t be happier. His legacy  will be lasting while outweighing the forfeiture of his life, like his  forefathers before him, who died for Christ, martyrs to the greater good. </p>
<p>The old man prayed with a smile, asking for God&rsquo;s love,  certain that life is but a small price to pay for his lasting legacy that would  bring God back into the hearts of all. &ldquo;God bless you, father.&rdquo; His eternal  soul, the diminishing fire now roaring, would finally come to rest. For having  seen too many horrors, the old man felt the comfort of knowing that his martyrdom  would bring about a lasting change, a seed planted for the tree of prosperity  of all men&rsquo;s souls. </p>
<p><em>Sleep, my prince</em>,  God&rsquo;s booming voice thrust into his ears that only he heard. He expanded his  arms outward, like Christ did on the cross. Doves scattered away from the breath  of God&rsquo;s winds in the distance, just above the children that sat perched on  their father&rsquo;s shoulders. </p>
<p>Just as he finished his prayers, a warm stinging sensation throbbed  the back of his neck. </p>
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		<title>Rough Outline of the Long-Term Vision for the Sector Four Series</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 28 May 2010 16:48:32 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[For the past 2-3 years, I&#8217;ve been working on building a futuristic world in a series of volumes called Sector Four (a working title). A quick synopsis is below that details the different volumes hopefully through a series of books in each era. The years listed are roughly thrown in there for a point of [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>For the past 2-3 years, I&#8217;ve been working on building a futuristic world in a series of volumes called Sector Four (a working title). A quick synopsis is below that details the different volumes hopefully through a series of books in each era. The years listed are roughly thrown in there for a point of reference, as actually dates and years are rarely pointed out. </p>
<p><strong>Invasion (2012)</strong> &#8211; A series that&#8217;s closest to modern times, taking into account actual events and incorporating them into a global depression which results into a full scale world war. Most of the series will take place from the perspective of a solider in the army, a civilian on the East Coast where the initial invasion happens and a corrupt politician who formulated the invasion plan in an effort to take over the country in a socialist regime. </p>
<p><strong>Battle of Twins Hill (2034)</strong> &#8211; Takes place 20-30 years after Invasion, introducing new characters into the Sector Four universe, which focuses on the Tribal Wars in Sector Four and leads into the unification amongst all the clans to initiate a second Civil War to reclaim the country. Includes the Alexander Kruger series, who will be a primery protagonist later in the Sector Four universe. </p>
<p><strong>The Civility of War &#8211; working title (2045)</strong> &#8211; Takes place roughly 10 years after the Battle of Twins Hill, 30-40 years after Invasion, where the unified clans have taken to arms with guerilla tactics, initiating  America&#8217;s second Civil War where the rebellion is eventually suppressed, but the country is in absolute ruins. </p>
<p><strong>Water of the Messiah  &#8211; working title (2125)</strong>  &#8211; Takes places 100 years after Invasion, focusing on two grandchildren of the Bale and Lukas linage. Introduces (hopefully) the Josen Kir era, who will become a messiah-like figure that&#8217;s developed special talents from an unknown source (many believing his special talents are from God himself, giving Josen the unwelcome Messiah title and a massive fanatical following). </p>
<p><strong>Fires of the Messiah &#8211; working title (2125)</strong> &#8211; Follows up the Water of the Messiah series in which Josen Kir uses a fanatical following to achieve his own ends, which indirectly caused a massive uprising towards the ideals of Old America. The fanatics become out of control and Kir, feeling the responsibility, is forced into facing his former followers. </p>
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		<title>A Look Into The Future &#8211; 20 Years After The Battle of Twins Hill</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 28 May 2010 15:52:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;I&#8217;ve spent my days  and nights, searching for peace to drown out life&#8217;s ballads. Instead, what I  found was the thought of a love that was inseparable, powerful and everlasting.  But every time I go walk down the hallway, sit on the erected stool by the  bar&#8217;s counter, or punch numbers [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>&ldquo;I&rsquo;ve spent my days  and nights, searching for peace to drown out life&rsquo;s ballads. Instead, what I  found was the thought of a love that was inseparable, powerful and everlasting.  But every time I go walk down the hallway, sit on the erected stool by the  bar&rsquo;s counter, or punch numbers on the phone that holds love&rsquo;s station, I find  that peace is only achieved if you dissolve the sensational thought that it  even exists. Yet the warring faction of what materializes my inner-strength  exhausts the resolve once held in these hands to achieve the motivated  greatness that builds dreams. </em></p>
<p><em>&ldquo;Being alone in the  world offers benefits that only one with such a perspective can see; nothing immobilizes  you, nothing holds you to false realisms, even allowing one travel without  oversight throughout this claustrophobic world. Detachment brings a form of  serenity, sacrificing yourself to a cause not of your own; rather the greater  good. At least peace can be achieved, if not everlasting.&rdquo;</em></p>
<p>- Lukas 20 years later in Sector Four</p>
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		<title>Battle for Twins Hill &#8211; Lukas I</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 06 May 2010 17:02:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Josh Kirkendall</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The Battle for Twins Hill is an assortment of stories from different perspectives that&#8217;s under the Sector Four universe. Twins Hill is a mountainous region that was once  a secure refuge base after the wars, that&#8217;s become one of many humanities efforts to restore civilization. However, a tribal war looms and a resistance fight [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>The Battle for Twins Hill is an assortment of stories from different perspectives that&#8217;s under the Sector Four universe. Twins Hill is a mountainous region that was once  a secure refuge base after the wars, that&#8217;s become one of many humanities efforts to restore civilization. However, a tribal war looms and a resistance fight will surely follow. </em></p>
<p><em>The following story introduces most of the main characters in the Battle for Twins Hill series, coming from the perspective of a kid named Lukas. </em></p>
<p>Lukas’ older brother stood at the edge of Peak&#8217;s Eye; a slab  of dark rock high that surveyed the Southern forest. Glued to his binoculars,  reading every texture of the rolling landscape, especially the embankments of  the river flowing north of the Forbidden City&#8217;s edge, his older brother was  visibly upset. A full moon removed from his twelfth birthday, the young boy  woke to shouts an hour ago, “Call the defenses and send out a scouting party”.</p>
<p>The Administrator&#8217;s best Captain, John Hando, geared up  without protest, volunteering the Hill&#8217;s four best riders. When the wars  devastated transportation, cars, buses and trucks, and the fuel that makes the  engines breathe, the Administrator accumulated the strongest horses soon after  becoming the Hill&#8217;s leader. A stable, one hundred paces behind the Great Gate&#8217;s  that split the Intersect, cared for twenty Friesian breads that stood kingly  with thick black manes and muscles chiseled around their legs and neck.</p>
<p><em>Beautiful</em>, Lukas  awed at the horses riding away, trailing a haze of dry dirt that sat in the air  like an overnight fog. It was with a grin to see those black Friesians riding  underneath the silhouette of a milky sky into the deadwood forest. Often catching  himself wondering when he could mount the Friesians as a rider, he was reminded  that his older brother thought of him as too young; and the young pony a mother  Friesian bore isn&#8217;t of age to ride beyond the Great Gates, he was told. Lukas  was wiser than boys his age; he knew his older brother cared for him, but  sometimes that care felt like a smothering blanket. It didn’t prevent him from  daydreaming during his occasional rendezvous, running his stubby fingers through  the pony&#8217;s long silky hair while whispering to her the annoying limitations of  their youth. Lukas comforted her, like one does with a certain destiny, “soon,  we ride”. Lukas resigned to riding around the Great Halls of Hills Peak  to the wicked looks of dodging inhabitants. Reprimanded by his older brother,  he still thought of himself as skilled as any rider.</p>
<p>While staring at his brother, who looked obsessively, if not  resolute, into the night like a man coming facing an unknown destiny, another  memory yanked him. Four seasons ago, while riding behind the Great Gates near  the plantations, on a dusty road that split corn, beans and grazing cattle  allowing wagons and riders easy transport, Lukas kicked his heals and <em>Wind</em> sprinted like a beautiful song  without instrument. <em>Sprint,  Wind</em>. And for as long as her lungs sustained her, she did. <em>I beat you</em>, Lukas remembered telling his  older brother. <em>A pony  and child beat the Administrator of Hills Peak</em>. His older brother simply  laughed as they returned for snacks and juice. Lukas beamed when his brother  told him he’s as good a rider as even John.</p>
<p>Lukas dreamed of riding with the Scouting Parties under  John’s command, fighting Wildmen and the warring Clans to defend the Hill with  the nodding approval of his big brother. Lukas knew he would never ride without  his big brother’s permission. The militia director accepted his own riders into  the elite ranks after years of advanced training. John left the decision to big  brother whose only family remained a 12-year old boy after the sudden  disappearance of their sister that darkened his resolve and froze his heart.</p>
<p>Lukas phased back to the dark winter cold, now  standing behind his brother’s right shoulder, curious as to what shook him from  his sleep. After the fires in the sky several years ago, Lukas’s older brother  led him and their surviving sister North towards Hills Peak. A chance encounter  with a mouse with burnt black eyes told them to make way for the Twin Mountains.</p>
<p>“Follow the river north,” he said. “There will be a peak  where humanity makes its stand against extinction. This is where your path  begins.” The mouse explained the fortunes that lay ahead before fading like a  ghost submitting to a cold winter breeze.</p>
<p>Lukas was filled with suspicions. The collapsing world  around him was all he knew, being told that the only rule that mattered was  surviving at any cost. By this time, old American communities turned into  warring tribes, fighting for land and, above all, resources. Fuel was worth the  eradication of entire towns. Before reaching Grayville, a small town north of  the Main City, the smell of decaying flesh was far too recognizable.</p>
<p><em>“We should go,” Lukas  remembers his older sister saying.</em><br />
<em>“I’m not sure, he  looked scary,” said Lukas.</em><br />
<em>“We don’t have a  choice. If what he says is true, there will be shelter, food, water, and above  all else, protection. We can’t stay in Grayville much longer. I think we should  go.” </em></p>
<p>Even though Lukas was far too cautious to  trust the mouse he saw that night, his sister and brother were searching for that  leap of faith they could take. The conditions were horrible when they arrived. Children  without parents cried against the cave’s cold walls, hungry and terrified of  being alone. Scarce food claimed the weakest, raiding parties killed the  strongest and the savage wildmen kidnapped the youngest, resorting to  cannibalism as substance.</p>
<p>The first Administrator, a balding man  named Tavos, was mad with rage and paranoia. The original survivors called him, Tavos the Mad building a mountain city without defenses,  transportation, food, water, medicine or even rule of law. Tavos, with his  guns, led a charge to rebuild civilization in the Hills on the premise that his  guns would defend everyone. In reality, he barracked himself out of fear near  an isolated corner of a cave, barking orders to desperate people that would  follow a roach into a bath of stink and filth because they had nothing else.  Some rise during crisis, many fall and most follow without protest from their  minds lost to hopelessness. One night his older brother disappeared  and became the Administrator the following morning. Lukas he was far too  analytical to think that something didn’t add up, even if his brother didn’t  admit to anything.</p>
<p>Was it really that bad  though? His older brother established rule and order, hunting parties gathered twice  daily, older women tended to vegetation in a naked grassy patch near the rivers  while children returned buckets from the Intersect to the kitchen for a boil.  Survivors that once traded as engineers and scientists improved medical care  and facilities, plumbing and treatment, even a solar panel was erected to  sustain the cave with an unlimited power source. Strong men gathered supplies  to build a massive wall made of wood and stone while scouting parties traveled  to cities for supplies; including weapons, food and even fuel to bargain with.</p>
<p>Ultimately, Lukas concluded that his older brother either  murdered or exiled the old administrator. Life was better. Families became  families again. The weak grew stronger and purposeful. Children played and ate  cookies and juice when that old dark woman allowed. Wine was served during  dinner. On every seventh day, a movie was shown in the great hall; typically  the same black and white movie of a world that appeared foreign to Lukas. Once  boys came of age, they learned how to become men; riding horses, fighting with  weapons and, most importantly, scouting and hunting in stealth.</p>
<p>Five years ago, his older brother, already  the Administrator, left the safety of Hills Peak in search for survivors;  mostly strong men that could defend the Hill. Three long painful months later  his older brother, mounted on a white horse, leading a group of fifty men from  an old Air Force base where the Administrator reunited with a young John Hando,  who quickly accepted an offer to lead the Hill’s militia. John, ever loyal,  trusting and strong, led the riders, rallied the guards and trained the next  generation of defenders. Lukas’s older brother refused to call the riders,  warriors. They are defenders of the Hill, no more, Lukas heard  his brother conclude. John and his family grew close to Lukas and his older  brother, even naming him godfather of their eldest son. They joked to Lukas  that their daughter were betrothed to him. After a playful gag and shriek of  “ew” the adults howled in laughter. Adults like stupid kid stuff.</p>
<p>In the seven years as the Hills Peak  Administrator, Lukas’s older brother created a self-sustaining civilization;  everyone accepted their part for the greater good. More importantly, people were  given things to do, keeping them busy while adjusting to an entirely new life. His  older brother feared absolute power for any single man, a lesson Tavos taught  him well. So a Council was erected with the Administrator and four directors;  the militia director John Hando, the engineer and science director Benjamin,  the agriculture director Bobby, the life and law director James Harbinger.</p>
<p><em>After all that, all the hard work, the fighting with Wildmen and  Bloodstripes, what has my older brother worked up so much that his eye on the  South must hold firm?</em></p>
<p>Before the wars, Lukas’ older brother had a  soft body, kind brown eyes peering through oval glasses and baby face cheeks.  Now he stood tough as nails with a firm jaw line, steel black eyes and streaks  of white intertwining with jet black hair and random patches of gray in his  unshaven black beard. When the sun finally broke the horizon,  Lukas could also see that his brother was pale like a full moon.</p>
<p>“You’re sick,” Lukas blurted out. Holding  his tongue was a lesson that his older brother refused to give. Always speak  your mind, Lukas was taught many times. While young, he figured his older  brother wanted honest council from innocent and trusting eyes.</p>
<p>Lukas’ older brother turned to him with a forced warm grin  and simply assured his sweet younger brother, “I’m just tired. Why don’t you  run to the kitchen and bring us breakfast. We’ll eat together. But leave those  cookies alone,” he grinned.</p>
<p>“You got it.”</p>
<p>Lukas spun around from the ledge of Peak’s  Eye and ran down the twisted man-made stone stairway so narrow that many of  John’s warriors have tumbled. Lukas, experienced a thousand times over, ran  with the grace of his second best friend in the entire world, Wind.</p>
<p>The Great Hall, a massive gut inside a mountain  standing a mile high and ten miles wide, centered the civilization with a great  opening that led outside to the Hall’s east. Large canvas sheets stood from  walls carving out offices, stores and kitchens. Additional openings led to  areas with security; like housing, treasury, arms and fuel depots a good mile north  from the Great Hall.</p>
<p>Lukas could feel stares against his chilly body walking towards  the main kitchen surely thinking that he knew something of the Scouting Party’s  haste. Lukas was the Administrator’s aide and young brother. <em>Should I say anything</em>, Lukas wondered. What could I say, I know nothing myself. Could  they be thinking my older brother now like they did Tavos? That  betraying thought scared him.</p>
<p>The smell of frying eggs and sausage warmed Lukas’s cold  bones. <strong>Bobby Valitonio</strong>, the  agriculture director, built a miniature farm with chickens and hens for eggs  and meat; though chickens were rare enough that Lukas often craved the sweet  suckling juices pouring off the meat.</p>
<p>“Ah, Lukas, good morning to you,” said an older dark woman  wearing a light head bandana with spots of yellow pedals blotched throughout  the material.<br />
“Good morning, Cookie,” Lukas said acting  the part of young boy scanning for the ultimate treasure. Cookie slapped his  hand away like an ant at a picnic the instant his eyes ogled the prize. Cookie  was the Hill’s untitled grandmother. She cared with meals, nursery tales and  words of advice like sleeping if you’re tired, eating if you’re hungry or  smiling if you’re sad. It was her addiction to Chocolate Chip cookies and  grandmotherly love for the Hill’s children that granted her the childish title.</p>
<p>Anyone caught with a hand in the cookie  jar that lay dormant in a bowl with white flowers interlocked across the bowl’s  rim, was rewarded with a rather aggressive slap on the hand. They were hers and  she would reward the kids with kind acts and good behavior.</p>
<p>“Breakfast first, Lukas. You’re still  growing and if you’re ever to become a rider, you need your strength. After  your duties past noon, you and I will feast on fresh warm cookies. I promise.”</p>
<p>Lukas smiled, but his stomach frowned  impatience.</p>
<p>“I’m holding you to that promise, Cookie” Lukas  pouted.<br />
“Oh, I’m sure you will,” Cookie laughed,  “Wait here a minute and I’ll get you breakfast.”<br />
“I need one for my brother also,” Lukas  amended.<br />
“Work is no excuse for any means to  miss his feast.”<br />
“That why I’m here, Cookie, to make sure he  gets breakfast. Should I get rewarded for my generosity?” She laughed like a  cough to Lukas’s feeble attempt at a free prize.</p>
<p>Lukas grew serious. “It’s not work. Something has him  bothered,” Lukas confided. “Plus he’s not looking like he normally does.”  Cookie’s grin faded and her eyes grew serious. “How so?”<br />
“He doesn’t sleep because of these  nightmares. I can hear him shouting her name from my room,” Lukas said looking  away from Cookie wondering if he was betraying his brother’s trust by  disclosing this sickness he didn’t understand. He had to tell someone that  would listen to him with a care more than personal ambition, he figured. Cookie  was always trustworthy, that didn’t concern him. However, his brother might get  upset – not angry, he never got angry.</p>
<p>“You are your brother’s aide, right?”  Cookie asked with a stern grandmotherly look Lukas instinctively nodded at.  “You care for his business, right?” Lukas nodded again, but not sure. He cared  for his brother, but his brother’s business was so boring. “Then, what we must  do is get your brother to eat and sleep. Then perhaps his ills will cure  themselves. Wait here a moment and I will get plates ready.”</p>
<p>Lukas nodded while Cookie white knuckled  her cane against the kitchen’s backdrop and into a room that flowed with steam,  buzzards and beeps. Normally Lukas would assist older ladies with canes. Cookie  would have nothing of it slapping Lukas’s hand for his efforts. Lukas held his  right hand loosely determined not to have that old woman slap his hand red ever  again. She made great cookies, Lukas thought, but she slaps my  hand like a skilled assassin, quick, efficient and effortless. His gaze went  back to the cookie bowl, mind plotting a perfect scheme without Cookie’s  notice. Four stacks of cookies, perfectly aligned, filling well past the bowl’s  rim. Taking one from the top, he could shift the top cookie of another stack  and cover both, like the cookie slipped onto another stack. No, he couldn’t, he  realized. Cookie would notice that. Would she really notice one missing cookie?  And what is the harm of having one cookie? It’s not like his body would shift  from a 12-year old to a sickly fat old man that would snap Wind’s back.</p>
<p>His mouth watering and fingers stretching  at their sides Lukas’s plan was partly in mind, but mostly in his stomach.<br />
“Tell me, Lukas, what are you scheming  with those cookies, this time?” a young girl’s voice said behind him  frightening him out of his “perfect plan”.</p>
<p>Shocked and embarrassed, Lukas struggled to hide the radish  hue that harassed his face. “What are you talking about,” Lukas said  unconvincingly. “I’m just waiting on breakfast.”</p>
<p>“You’ve always been a horrible liar. My grandmother’s caught  you too many times scheming for those cookies,” she laughed. “What were you  planning? Take one off the top stack and cover the missing cookie by  systematically shifting another cookie on the missing one? You know my  grandmother set up those cookies in that manner to catch you and only you. You  better hope for bags of ice with that red hand of yours.”</p>
<p>Cookie did take ‘caught red handed’ seriously.  Too seriously.</p>
<p>“Shut up, Lyanna,” stupid girl, Lukas thought. She ran her soft  hands through his long raggedy blonde hair with another gently laid across his  heart. Lyanna was not much younger than Lukas reflecting her grandmother’s dark  skin, full lips leaving a smile that makes Lukas’s stomach jittery. I’m only hungry. Only slightly, Lyanna differed from her  grandmother with sparkling green eyes glowing like light bouncing off trees and  long straight hair grown past the middle of her back that’s never been cut.</p>
<p>Lukas was only seven when Cookie and Lyanna found refuge in the  Hill after Bloodstripe raiders ransacked their village killing everyone  unfortunate enough to be in the streets. While Lukas saw Cookie as the  prototypical grandmother, Lyanna was his best friend. Most nights they were  found sitting at Peak’s Eye at night, playing games and always plotting the  perfect plan for those tasty Chocolate Chip cookies; which, they’ve concluded  long ago, was impossible. No matter how perfect their perceived plan was  written, Lyanna’s grandmother always knew. Both were subject to punishment with  red welts on the top of their hands. Lukas’s older brother only laughed when he  came to him holding his hand asking him, what is it that you can’t plan? Lukas  enjoyed a hearty laugh when even his older brother couldn’t achieve the  impossible holding onto his own red hand when Cookie first arrived. He hasn’t  tried since.</p>
<p>Lyanna took her hands off Lukas and walked  straight to the cookie bowl, in haste, removed the top cookie and filling it entirely  in her mouth. Lukas’s surprise was as illuminating as Lyanna’s red face; though  he wasn’t sure if she was choking or laughing really hard.<br />
“What are you doing?” Lukas panicked while she laughed harder  with her hands resting on her knee caps.</p>
<p>While she was finishing the final chew of  her massive bite, Lukas feared the worst hearing, “Lukas, what did I tell you?”  from the old dark skinned woman who replaced her bandana with a standard hair  net. Holding his hand still seven steps away from Cookie, he could already feel  the growing welt that didn’t exist, yet.<br />
“It wasn’t me, Cookie,” he protested.  “Lyanna just took one, look at her. There are crumbs everywhere.”<br />
“I did not,” Lyanna sweetly said batting her beautiful green eyes  to her grandmother. Unfortunately for Lukas, it worked.</p>
<p>“Just for that Lukas, there will be no cookies for you today,”  Cookie said handing him two plates of steaming eggs, a link of sausage, two  pieces of butter melted toast, sealed cups of strawberry jelly with a half  gallon carton of orange juice for the brothers to share.</p>
<p>“I swear, it wasn’t…” Lukas began.<br />
“Don’t lie, cookie thief,” Lyanna giggled.<br />
“Look at her,” Lukas continued, “She’s guilty, it shows on  her face.”<br />
“I will hear no more,” Cookie said raising her voice. “Get going  with your bother’s breakfast, he needs to eat. And I expect to see both plates  to return empty.”<br />
“Yes ma’am.” Lukas said with defeated courtesy.</p>
<p>Stupid girl, Lukas shouted at Lyanna in his mind. At least you  didn’t get a rose colored hand; he knew could hear her giggling back to him. He  planned to see her later today and started scheming how to repay her in kind.  Lyanna tried to keep a straight face when Lukas turned, but he could feel her  laughing so hard that even a smile broke across his face.</p>
<p>Holding a plate in each hand and the carton of Orange juice  inside the elbow of his right arm, Lukas broke the plane of the kitchen’s  doorway when a loud horn sounded for two seconds declaring that the gates are  to be opened; “the Scouting Party’s return”. Lukas returned the plates quickly  to Cookie and took off ignoring her protests. He knew that Cookie would hold  onto the plates and reheat them when Lukas and his old brother were ready. The  Scouting Party took precedence right now and he wouldn’t miss the riders  returning for the world.</p>
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		<title>Coming out of Exile</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2009 18:29:02 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Beyond the green lushes that spread throughout the forestry  of elderly trees, were thicker trees with undergrowth that made it impossible  for a first-time visitor to pass through. Millions of creatures, species,  mostly smaller critters and oversized predators, dwelled in these lands of  enriched undisturbed forestry. Songs were heard, mostly angelic [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Beyond the green lushes that spread throughout the forestry  of elderly trees, were thicker trees with undergrowth that made it impossible  for a first-time visitor to pass through. Millions of creatures, species,  mostly smaller critters and oversized predators, dwelled in these lands of  enriched undisturbed forestry. Songs were heard, mostly angelic in nature,  fatal to the curious crawler. These woods were dubbed the Blackwood Lairs,  somewhere near the border of Belize  and Guatemala;  far away from the provisional American government in power beyond the promised  five years to restore order. </p>
<p>Bending light and pumping components for life to exist, the  forest was at the heart of nature&#8217;s beautiful amazons that saturated  perceptions of man. When a breeze soothed sweat that raced down callused skin,  thick branches deviated drunkenly and leaves clapped an ovation singing  nature&#8217;s most recognizable songs. During the day, smaller critters and  creatures that roamed the forestry took refuge from angry shouts of larger  beasts hungering under the blotted pasty white moon that shadowed the world. It  was life, a vicious cycle only allowed by the remarkable instincts of life,  survival. </p>
<p>In one part of the Blackwood Lairs, a harvested opening  existed where a rain drop crushed trees and thick shrubbery. Even though it  wasn&#8217;t a hill, as hills are often bulging from the Earth, the small opening  inside the forestry was the most elevated. On this hill that shouldn&#8217;t be  called a hill, a small hut with thick logs capped with long sheets of bark and  thick heartwood was built with gray-stone chimney and a stream of black  pillowing smoke from its tip. </p>
<p>Destiny was life driven on purpose and meaning. Nonexistent  was a life of happiness, like the fades of a winter cold during summer.  Changing the world, welcoming death if called upon by destiny, saturated him  into an insatiable desire to cull the wicked righteous and the greediest that  consumed like a virus. Not through divinity, nor fabricated realities that  pushed men to places they should never be, Heath Cole knew his purpose; to  raise an army that would destroy everything, for only complete destruction  could the world rise again to prominence. </p>
<p>Infatuation grew into corruption, thus economic collapse of  the social classes. The Potosi,  poor and homeless folk, became the majority, ushered through the borders of the  Wasted like cattle on the day of their purpose. It wasn&#8217;t right, yet it was  allowed after government reshuffling policies under the pretence of  freedom-losing protection laws implemented to combat a wave petty crime blamed  on the Potosi.  In truth, it wasn&#8217;t the Potosi;  something far more sinister manipulated the minds of free will into zombies. In  truth, it wasn&#8217;t just the government, Heath concluded. All parts make a whole,  and those parts must be wiped out, destroyed and rebuilt in his vision that  would lead to lasting peace and prosperity. </p>
<p>Still, he had to raise an army. Not to battle the villain&#8217;s  technological superiority; that suicide mandate would be ordered by him to the  countless Potosi  that must die for his purpose to be fulfilled. No, their purpose, their  destinies must be fulfilled and dying for his cause would complete that. The  armies would be raised to distract others from focusing on Heath, who was  creatively designing a three-prong assault that concludes with the death of ten  men. If he had to do it, he would level every city, street, and home if it  meant killing ten men; no matter the consequences of guiltless life. Innocent  life, Heath mused. No, they were not innocent; they were accessories that  authorized this existence; they were enablers and zombies to the status quo. </p>
<p>Standing on the border where the forest met the hill that  shouldn&#8217;t be appointed a hill, Heath closed his eyes with interlaced fingers  behind his back. Feeling nature&#8217;s cool breath that snapped diseased limbs of  infected trees and dislodged leaves that once pained a dance of light orange  and dark red before crumbling into tiny bits of dust, Heath bathed in nature&#8217;s  selective destruction based on a cycle that people believed they were excluded  from. </p>
<p>It wasn&#8217;t the intoxication of nature&#8217;s qualities that he  sought; rather a deep focus on the approaching disturbances; snapping twigs,  clumsy breathing, anxious heartbeats beating against Kevlar vests with muted  communication of a breeze-like whisper dictating orders. Silently, the  Enforcers, a revised arm of Homeland Security Agency&#8217;s Enforcement wing  developed after Tyran Ray&#8217;s apocalypse which seared the flesh of millions,  approached from the north and south. Peering to his left and right, Heath  observed his unmolested flanks. Coming for him with a small band of elite  soldiers, Heath was a villain of the state, a terrorizer of the people, having  his name invoked for the government&#8217;s secret attacks on their own civilians to  raise levels of influence far beyond the point of no return. </p>
<p>Tens of thousands were murdered in his name, so people were  told. In truth, that number was less than ten thousand. While destroying  government entities which included messy assassinations; like a bomb taking out  four city blocks for the targeted death of one man, many civilians became  collateral damage. Over three hundred died when he took out Paul Hampton,  former Senator turned Regional Director for Sector Four.</p>
<p>However, he was the antagonist of Uprisings in Cincinnati that led to  many deaths. It was his anxiety that exploded into with raving fires, street  executions and random shelling from indestructible tanks. Once the uprising had  fallen, once Heath hid inside the loft of an abandoned residential building, he  watched in horror as ordered AH-64 Apaches fired their 30 millimeter chain guns  at the fleeing crowds; most of whom were innocent women and children; all of  whom were unarmed. People weren&rsquo;t just killed; they were shredded into bits of  flesh, muscle and bone. It was at that moment that Heath believed in order for  a destiny to be fulfilled, the world must be cleansed. It his vengeance now in  which anyone that crosses his path was in mortal danger. </p>
<p>Now, a year later, watching the Enforcers emerge in their  black uniforms and like-colored war pant on their faces, Heath revealed  uncertainty. Three from the south, two from the north, five in all seeking the  man that led the Uprisings of 2018 in Cincinnati that resulted in so many  deaths, so many nightmares; too many regrets. Aiming their assault rifles at  his hut, three specialized Enforces, also known as Hunters, gingerly walked  past him, as if he was a mirage, or a shadow with no master. Turning around,  Heath watched one man lean against the wall just to the right of the front  door, another to the left, while the third stood readying intrusion. </p>
<p>When Heath opened his eyes, he found himself inside the hut,  facing the front door where three Enforcers staged their unwelcome intrusion on  the other side. A silhouetted dance of splintered wood exploded from the door&#8217;s  frame that was unable to secure the door any longer. Just as the thick wooden  door slammed against the floor, uplifting thin particles of decay, the nozzle  of one Enforcer breached into the room. </p>
<p>Slightly convinced that the Enforcer wasn&#8217;t adjusting from  the brightness under the sun to the darkness inside the hut, Heath quickly  side-stepped against the wall. Barely relieved, though suddenly anxious, Heath  pulled the nozzle with his left hand to draw the Enforcer violently inward,  leveling his right elbow into the intruder&#8217;s neck that crushed the man&#8217;s spine.  Just as the Enforcer began to collapse, Heath pivoted on his left foot,  crashing his right through the man&#8217;s chest.</p>
<p>When someone shouted, &ldquo;now,&rdquo; Heath jumped, grappling a beam  in the ceiling, clearing from the unyieldingly inexhaustible stream of bullets  crashing through the hut allowing tiny beams of sunlight to lighten the room.  While crashing through the walls around him, Heath pulled a small layer of thin  wood aside in the ceiling and lifted himself into the loft. All Heath could  perceive looking out the Western window was a scatter of panicked critters, but  no Enforcers. </p>
<p>Sliding the glass open, Heath pulled himself through the  window and lowered himself to the ground just as the enemy began breaching his  home. Like stomping the accelerator, Heath sprinted, commanding every force in  his legs to make him as swift and fast as possible. After a hundred meters, Heath  braked and turned towards the hut that was camouflaged by twisting trees and  unmolested growth. Pulling out a device from his pants, Heath looked once at  the red button and back towards the hut. After pressing the red button, a  fireball erupted into the sky, preceded by a shockwave that sent a gust through  the forests like the winds before a storm.</p>
<p>Wicked, Heath smiled knowing their flesh burnt black,  their bone decaying through the heat of morbid eventuality, turning to ash.  They deserved their fates; these men were nothing but tools of a wider  conspiracy, pawns to a game that&#8217;s been played for years. Heath was certainly  no pawn; he was a king, a powerful visionary, a ruthless murder; all for the  sake of what must be done.</p>
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		<title>A Sacrifice of Something Greater</title>
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		<dc:creator>Josh Kirkendall</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[When his feet abated into the warm  sand, he felt at ease, peaceful, a hell consumed, yet distant enough to be  neglected. A washing breeze from the currents overpowered him, guided by the  seashores of colossal salt water that enriched the air, suffocating, but  pleasant, nonetheless. Timelessly smashing against the beach, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>When his feet abated into the warm  sand, he felt at ease, peaceful, a hell consumed, yet distant enough to be  neglected. A washing breeze from the currents overpowered him, guided by the  seashores of colossal salt water that enriched the air, suffocating, but  pleasant, nonetheless. Timelessly smashing against the beach, the water  intruded, drowning his feet, turning sand into a mud-like essence, hardening  and cooling, making it easier to stroll. The waves were composed and tranquil,  yet they crashed with the savagery of violent battles, endless war, wiping out  everything that wakes in its destructive path. Easily disintegrating waves  retreating from the surface, returning, feeding into the energies of an  undiscovered ocean, pulled by the gravity of a celestial orbit, the swells were  alive. Even the air that accompanied the waves intoxicated him, controlled him,  breathed for him, lifting him toward a light that spoke to him, begged him, yet  condemned him with disappointing shame. </p>
<p>A diminishing light highlighted a rainbow of florescence,  brightest along the horizon, darkest overhead with yellow, red, green, blue,  and purple in between. Yet, the sun still peeked, refusing to part over a world  that introduced its newest arrival, an image onto its own, formed eloquently  from the principal of amnesty after years of struggle. When the light bid  farewell, devoured by a green hue-like cloud, the oceans turned black, the  sands a dark brown, and the milky white moon guiding his way home. Alexander  Krueger replaced his washed footsteps with fresh ones to a small hut beyond the  arms of a natural inhaler.</p>
<p>Yet, that light remained. No, not the moon, not the departed  sun, nor the cooking fires or the glow of cherry red from his cigarettes.  &ldquo;Alex,&rdquo; said a quiet whisper. &ldquo;Come back to me, brother.&rdquo; It repeated, some  times more frequently than others, tirelessly defeated in the end. It came from  the light, a transparent glow, reversing from above, descending, barely  diminishing when colliding along the base of the shores. Just enough to cover  his body, no more, the light&#8217;s circumference was, stationary, focused, and avoided  at all costs. </p>
<p>Taking a seat on his father&#8217;s beautifully crafted rocking  chair, constructed of dark maple, and an oil-based polish resisting the salty  air, Alexander leaned back, pushing his body backwards with his thick legs,  relaxing when the chair weakly tilted forward. Fully stocked, replenished with  a magic that seemed all too fictitious, cigarettes were plenty. Still, he  didn&#8217;t dwell on the magic that blossomed around him. A drag made him more at  peace, relaxing under a constant temperature that was suited for tropical  shirts, shorts and twine sandals. </p>
<p>It&#8217;s not natural, that light. It wasn&#8217;t influenced, nor does  it influence. Alexander looked at it, paying close attention to the  accompanying voices. They didn&#8217;t make sense, they were foreign, unknown, but  they trembled, sometimes echoing within a large ball room in which a whisper  accidentally becomes a shout. It wasn&#8217;t a concern; it amused him, kept him busy,  a conversation in the company of strangers that didn&#8217;t speak his language. </p>
<p>Since arriving a week earlier, Alexander found his home perfect,  save for one omission. This was it, peace, rest, a world to himself, doing as  he pleased. He intended that, stretching his legs out, tucking his hands behind  his head dramatically pushing his elbows outward. What happened, happened. It&#8217;s  resolute to an ending that he had no idea existed; not like this, not like the  books, the stories, or the lessons. Again, it didn&#8217;t matter. Here was here, and  here he&#8217;d remain. </p>
<p>During the morning sun, when the currents calmed, he would  stand in the shallows, motionless, like a statue with a pointed spear aiming  downward. When seafood became less desirable, he hunted inside the black  forests, lands that pushed deep inside the foreign world, thick with ageless  trees, shrubbery and a variety of meats; infinite and endless. Spears and  arrows did the trick; it was the warrior in Alexander that appreciated the  hunt. He didn&#8217;t always win, the more nimble paranoid bucks would escape  Alexander&#8217;s spear with the slightest anomalous twist of a disrupted forest  floor. When he pulled his bow, radar hit its highest, commanding maximum speed  to be reached within a fraction of a second. It frustrated, yet charmed him.  Even though he couldn&#8217;t bring down the bucks, his admiration for their sense of  survival grew. They listened to everything, independently rotating their ears.  Many winters ago, he had killed the largest buck in the Minnesota cold, with his father quietly  directing Alexander&#8217;s shot. To this moment, that had been the only buck  Alexander killed. It consumed him, challenged him, and completed his right to  passage of some form. </p>
<p>Wild hogs were plentiful, though dangerous. Nothing beats the  smell and taste of frying bacon over the cooking fires settling on the beach  during a rising sun, where the light isn&#8217;t as bright, and a large orange ball  didn&#8217;t burn your vision into mythical white haze. However, like tiring of  seafood, he wanted variety. He wanted that god damn buck. </p>
<p>The next morning, he left for a hunt; bow snug across his  back, an ill-shaped blade at his hip, a long spear horizontally positioned  within a tight grip of his right hand. Slowly, he walked, stepping around sawed  branches, wild undergrowth, using his spear as an impromptu walking stick. His  steps were methodically placed, premeditated, a path already seen in which the  air would remain an unmolested silence; he was a hunter. Leaning against a  tree, his body out of view, Alexander peered around. There it was, a  sixteen-point buck, with the same body art, the same paranoid eyes and ears,  grazing around a small patch of grass. </p>
<p>Slowly, carefully, allowing his muscles to tense to keep  accidental disturbances to a minimum, Alexander removed his bow, drawing back  an arrow he retrieved behind his left shoulder, anxious for his most monumental  achievement. This was it, the buck that&rsquo;s eluted him for a week, feeding,  listening, always aware, always readying for escape. He could taste the meat,  the sizzling warm substance that would settle in his stomach while smoking his  accomplishments from a stack of replenished cigarettes before he uncomfortably  slept. </p>
<p>The twine on the bow refused to draw further, rounding the  bow to its most stressful position. His hand steady, the arrow in place, the  task, the kill, the food, the challenge, all made possible lifting his left  thumb from the arrow. When the buck lifted its head, it turned to Alexander,  looked at him, stunned him, causing pause. Why wasn&#8217;t it running? Why did it  look at him? Was it a realization of an end, or a question? Was it speaking to  him? Foolish, it&#8217;s only a buck, allowed to graze for the amusement of hunters,  filling stomachs, a coat to warm villages. </p>
<p>However, this wasn&#8217;t the world that Alexander recognized.  This was different; all of the rules have changed. </p>
<p>Calmly standing, staring at Alexander with unblinking black  eyes and ears circling like a radio antenna, the buck altered providence. The  hunter lessened the stress on his bow, carefully stepping towards the buck.  Snapping twigs, disturbed swishes of protesting underbrush, the buck wasn&#8217;t  frightened, standing rigid, staring, lifeless, yet very much alive.</p>
<p>Alexander reached the openness, trees circularly separated,  like an area, or a miniature coliseum. Slowly, he neared the buck, cautious not  to alarm it, listening to himself whisper reassurances that it was safe, that  it would be protected from the predator that no man had ever seen before. His  hands lifted, pointing fingers to the sky revealing his palm to the animal, the  befriended. The hunter smiled, becoming a friend, rather than a villain, a  murderer, an enemy of orphaned children. </p>
<p>Closed to within a step of touching the animal, Alexander  stopped. &ldquo;It&#8217;s all right,&rdquo; promised the friend. &ldquo;I won&#8217;t hurt you.&rdquo; Its eyes  were a glossy black, its antlers numbered sixteen, similar to the buck he  killed in the Minnesota  cold with his father. &ldquo;There, there,&rdquo; Alexander said gently pressing his palm  against the buck&#8217;s smooth coat, gliding over his hand in a linear motion away  from its head. Closing its eyes, the buck lowered its head and made a funny  noise, sounds of comfort the friend assumed; like the state of peace that  Alexander has felt for seven days, and seven nights. </p>
<p>Through the deep forests, the black forests that suffocated  daylight like an enemy at war, a rain formed. It wasn&#8217;t precipitation Alexander  had known before, this was different; white specs with attached whiskers, flaps  gliding from the trees, filling the forest floor like a winter snow during  summer; except the snows were floating seeds negotiating newer generations of  thriving forestry. Closing his eyes to feel the warmth of a passing breeze that  brought an unknown rejuvenation, Alexander felt consumed, intoxicated, apart of  the forest, the world, the air, the dirt, the water and even the snows that  dusted the forest. </p>
<p><em>You have to get back! </em></p>
<p>A disapproving growl exploded somewhere in the forests,  horrifying the buck into a sprint while instinctively spinning Alexander into a  defensive spin. When he looked back, the buck was gone, disguised and aided by  thick bases of million-year old trees. No more growl, no more buck, there was  only Alexander; a form of him at least. Slowly, the former hunter tracked himself  back to the shore, ignited a fire, relishing a slab of overstocked pork.</p>
<p>After his meal, as the sun dispersed into green smoke, he  sat in his chair, rocking, smoking a cigarette, staring at the artificial light  that never changed, never flickered, always there, always kindled, as powerful  as the days and nights before. &ldquo;Brother, come back to me,&rdquo; said the whisper  from the light; crying and frustrated. Alexander flicked his half-consumed  cigarette and stalked the light, irritably shouting, &ldquo;Who are you? Where are  you? Why do you speak to me? Leave me alone, let me rest in peace!&rdquo;</p>
<p>A beastly roar erupted, growling with mile-long fangs,  trampling massive trees with the strength of inconceivable power. It didn&#8217;t  bother Alexander; it was natural, a growth within his stomach and instinct.  Stalking the light, Alexander&#8217;s own mouth curved into hatred, shouting curses,  demanding answers to questions that didn&#8217;t make sense. Closer, trees buckled,  shattered and trembled. Alexander finally disregarded the light, making way for  his spear that leaned against the hut next to his chair. </p>
<p>It was too late.</p>
<p>The beast had already emerged from the black forest, approaching  him on two hind legs, inverted for quick acceleration and powerful attacking leaps.  The lining of its ribcage pressed against its stomach, pushing outward with  each drawn breath from oversized lungs. Its arms, bulky and muscular, pushed  outward with broad and powerful shoulders. Fangs rolled out from its mouth,  exposed, independently scenting Alexander&rsquo;s warm blood. Its eyes were red,  black, and pure white, hidden behind thin strains of oily brown hair, wet, just  removed from a red bath. </p>
<p>This was a predator, a beast, perfectly constructed by a god  that demanded one pure mechanism of death in Alexander&rsquo;s world. Slowly, the  beast closed the gap weakly cupping the sand with oversized talons, compensated  with legs of pure muscle. Only a child&rsquo;s God would make such abominations.</p>
<p>Like two warriors before a duel of honor, to the death, their  chests pumped with vicious poison and foul breath, their eyes locked through  each other. The beast&rsquo;s fangs were exposed, slowly drawing the salty air, prolonging  a hypnotic trance. </p>
<p>Then, it growled. When its upper paw swung at Alexander, the  warrior rolled away, feeling the fatal gust over his head. The warrior returned  to his feet, crouched in defense, as the beast deflected its natural speed, for  raw strength and power, looking to disable the warrior with one blow.</p>
<p>Alexander stood, kicked soft dry sand into the beast&rsquo;s eyes.  Covering its face, it howled, long and deep. Birds in the forest rose from the tall  trees in panic, while other creatures and critters in the forests trampled.  When its red ruby eyes returned a laser-like stare, Alexander bent his knees, extended  out his arms, lifting his hands up. </p>
<p>The warrior jumped, extending his left leg outward, kicking  the beast in the chest, knocking it into a three-step retreat. Alexander landed  on his side, flipped over, and rolled backwards out of reach. Again, the beast  approached. This time, Alexander sprinted at the beast, somersaulting over the  abomination, landing behind it. With his right foot planted, Alexander his left  foot kicked through the beast&rsquo;s back. </p>
<p>Once the beast viciously turned around, it spread its arms and  growled loudly. Slowly, the beast closed the gap, growling forcefully, shaking  its head like an animal shredding away meat from the hide of its prey. Its  right leg lifted, tossing a handful of fine sand into Alexander&#8217;s face causing  momentary blindness. The beast lunged at Alexander, bringing both fists into  the warrior&rsquo;s chest. In slow motion, Alexander watched the ground pass under  him before landing on the dry surface of soft sands. Wiping the sand away from his  face, the warrior raised. Large impacted paws dig into the ground, while the  beast&rsquo;s talons were ineffectively neutralized; maybe it didn&rsquo;t use its claws  for speed; rather a tool for feeding. </p>
<p>Unexpectedly, the beast leaned forward into a four-legged  sprint. The warrior motioned to roll away, but the beast leveled its shoulder  into Alexander&rsquo;s chest, propelling him backwards to the edges of where water meets  sand. Back on two legs, the beast stalked the warrior who was shaking away  excess water from his face and dark hair.</p>
<p>Each time, the beast threw the warrior, Alexander was closer  to the light emanating from above. The moon was gone, darkness grew darker.  Clouds blanketed light, his sight all but ineffective. Red ruby eyes exposing  its position and heavy breathing dreadfully declared its intentions. Thump,  thump, the beast approached in a sprint. Instead of rolling away, the warrior  tried to stand against the charge. Rather, his chest squeezed, and he was  airborne again, gliding past the dying cooking fire, and rolling forward to a  stop, further from the light this time. </p>
<p>Disappearing through darkness, gone like dissolving clouds  after a rainstorm, the beast was gone. Why didn&rsquo;t it just kill him? What was  the point of tossing Alexander around? Sprawled in the sand, out of danger,  Alexander breathed, watching a white orb return from the thick depressing dark  clouds. Returning to his chair and tending to his wounds, mostly bruises and a  scrap along his forearm, the warrior resolved to his thoughts. It didn&#8217;t kill  Alexander, didn&#8217;t mortally wounded him. Why? It was the first time that  Alexander wasn&#8217;t at peace since arriving; as a result, from the forests came a  grizzly beast with unlimited strength, commanding its will onto the only human existing  near the shores. </p>
<p>The next morning, Alexander packed a loaf of bread, two makeshift  bottles of river water made of coconut, and a ball of twine. With his bow  across his back, his blade in his pocket, the hunter walked into the woods,  slowly canvassing the area before stretching deeper into the black forest; a  term he used because the sun wasn&rsquo;t prevalent here, with trees that age in the  millions; dramatically defending darkness, save for few penetrations that  allowed its influence to spread. </p>
<p>Hunter and scout, Alexander allowed the wilderness to  overwhelm him again; its beauty, its life, its serenity. Critters and  creatures, fearless, however cautious, walked in paths across the hunter&rsquo;s journey.  Smell of the morning dew, releasing from the sparkles of green, intoxicated him  again. Deeper into the woods, larger animals roamed, mostly herbivores,  communicating with low rumbles that could be heard for miles; a low  reverberation that collided, expanded, journeyed, until the voice was recognized,  deciphered and responded to. Some were gray in nature; others were coated with  a dark brown fur. White horses made of shadow ran near the planes off to the  West, and Eagles twice their natural size squawked above the heaven-piercing  trees. </p>
<p>West, he continued. Dim, bright, dark, luminous, it was all  too random. Sometimes the black forest was true to its name when it wasn&rsquo;t  betrayed. Later, the explorer planned to chart the area, clarifying different  regions for more appropriate names. He was learning to track, remembering claw  marks that shredded weak bark, boulders that accompanied twisted trees, unique  branches; everything was nominated. After all, if he was going to live here, shouldn&rsquo;t  he know this forest like the streets of Minnesota?</p>
<p>Further west, he walked, journeyed, observed, and learned,  experiencing new creatures not born of Earth, but all too familiar. Many walked  uncaringly past Alexander, as if the explorer didn&rsquo;t exist. Some furry animal  rubbed against his leg, drawing a blade for the trouble, and then relaxing with  a gentle stroke feeling the contours of their smooth fur while vocally expressing  acceptance. He was born of these woods, apart of the symbiotic life, accepted  among some friends and ignore by most. Absent of threats, save for a beast that  overwhelmed him during the last high moon, the forests felt of home.</p>
<p><em>The buck</em>! Out of  the transparency, the Buck stood, staring at Alexander. Its body faced, like  two old friends walking alone on the street, bumping into each other for the  first time since childhood. Alexander slowly approached, a bit more freely than  their first encounter. Again, he put both hands out, showing it had nothing to  fear, no reason to run. The buck lowered its head while the explorer ran his  hands down its back, talking to it with additional reassurances. Its antlers  were wild, sharp, and fatal with a punch.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Hello, friend,&rdquo; said the former hunter, now explorer and  friend. Slowly, yet firmly, Alexander ran his hand over its back, along the fur  towards its hide. He didn&rsquo;t want to spike it, didn&rsquo;t want to make the buck  uncomfortable, so he never ran his hand towards it neck, always away,  comforting his new friend. </p>
<p>Suddenly, it left, leaping, dodging, and sprinting to the  south. &ldquo;Wait,&rdquo; shouted Alexander rather childishly. This time he pursued,  sprinting, waiting for the buck to tire. The pursuer&rsquo;s unlimited endurance kept  the buck in sight. When the forest pointed a directional change, Alexander  shifted west. The pursuer jumped deceased logs, ducked midlevel branches, and dodged  stationary, unmovable trees. He could hear the trample, the four wild legs  chaotically galloping on the ground, disturbing it into a haze of dirt and  dust.</p>
<p>Just ahead, the sun slammed into an open field, unlike any  thing in the forest. It was twenty helicopter landing pads wide and very  exposed. Alexander slowed his sprint, holding onto the final tree along the  edge, staring at the one thing that shouldn&rsquo;t exist. It wasn&rsquo;t normal, wasn&rsquo;t  apart of the forest. Yet, it was there, unquestionably there. </p>
<p>Casting shadows, bound to the annular grassland, an aging Ruin  erected of ancient stone. Along the angled roof that pointed towards a heavenly  tip were equally dissolved steps aligning towards the capitol of a missing  beacon. Nothing existed around it, save for dead blades of grass. Trees kept  their distances, forest dwellers opened a path around it; this building, this  ancestry, visually warned Alexander that he shouldn&#8217;t invade it. </p>
<p>The ruin bulged from the ground, lifted, and breathed. A  ghostly wind exhaled from its mouth, bending limbs, swaying shrubbery, freezing  Alexander&rsquo;s warm skin. A frost formed around his mouth, and the sun dimmed. The  hidden buck returned, at the edge of its belly, taking one quick glance at  Alexander before turning into shadow inside the ruin, unopposed and unafraid. Alexander  looked down and picked up the baseball bat size log at his feet. It took the  nervous explorer every bit of five minutes to reach the base, hesitant, feeling  a sudden fright that overwhelmed natural curiosity. Running his hand over the  stone walls, tracing his fingers over the unusual hieroglyphics, feeling the  presence of something unusual, threatening, and perhaps, aggressive. </p>
<p>As he convinced himself inside the ruin, Alexander removed  the bag from his shoulder, opened the top and revealed excess twine wrapping it  around the fattest end of the log, bringing it to flame with his flip-top  lighter. &nbsp;Reflections peered ahead, a set  of eyes, the buck&rsquo;s eyes, encouraging Alexander forward. So he did. </p>
<p>The walls were bare, save for the groves where thick mud sealed  large stones into place. Rough and sharp, his fingers felt the sandpaper  grooves along the walls, stones shifted in time through corrosion, gravity, and  moisture. Dirt composed the ground, the ruin built without a floor atop of grass  suffocating without the succoring sun to sustain it. No other corridor existed,  for now it was a single path, a single way, towards an unknown, perhaps  unimaginable destination that only the curious mind of an explorer with  replenishing motivations would allow.&nbsp; </p>
<p>The buck was gone, he couldn&rsquo;t see it; he couldn&rsquo;t see much  of anything, save for the circular plate of a flaming globe around Alexander. Slowly  burning, his make-shift torch would live for a time, with another handful of  twine in the backpack that rested over his right shoulder. Because the twine  turned to ash, and the torch was slowly taking to flame, speed became an issue. </p>
<p>Seeing nothing ahead, Alexander leaned his torch against the  wall, reading the graphics, the designs, and the hieroglyphics that accompanied  him. A man throwing a spear at a beast, or a baby crying without a mother to  guide his principles, a man, praised and honored, lifting his palms to the sky  afore an uncountable crowd. Another woman, simply covered with a thin gown,  stood over children. Stopping, Alexander looked at another, impressively  interesting to his own instincts and curiosity. A single man, with a prepared  spear, looking forward, throwing an elevation towards a distant enemy that  stood with a humanoid figure, unafraid, defending something, or someone. They  didn&rsquo;t attack each other; one became the other, all the attributes of their  strengths emphasized. </p>
<p>As he reached an intersection where the path split into  three directions, Alexander stood at the center. Quiet and dark, each path  represented a staunch defense against betrayal towards the path that it led to.  Instead, Alexander backed away, returning to the outside stale air with a dark  red sun; three times closer than before. The explorer choose to return to the  shores, have a feed, get sleep and bring more twine with him. Each path could  be endless, so he needed more fuel for a torch he had to design; flame would  burn more efficiently if cupped inside a moist bowl. He&rsquo;ll return tomorrow,  more prepared, twice as eager. </p>
<p>Back on his rocking chair, having his post-meal smoke,  Alexander stared at the light. This time, he didn&rsquo;t care for it; instead  reflecting on the ruin, the stationary ghost that survived unlimited time built  by those he shouldn&rsquo;t exist. The picture of a man and beast; the man overseeing  people, the mother caring for children; what did they all mean? What was the civilization  that existed before and the names of the storytellers that told the stories? In  truth, he didn&rsquo;t know what they meant. Alexander couldn&rsquo;t read, understand or  interpret them. He perceived them at face value, simply pictures that told a  story without the hint of its sourced endurance. Still, they were too  fascinating to ignore, to be left unread, telling stories of whoever lived  before him. </p>
<p>Then he was washed with feeling the ocean breeze that surrounded  him, touched and penetrated him. After another drag, he reflected that this was  perfection, a world onto himself, made for him. No, not a world made for him; it  existed long before him. Others came walked these sands, through the same woods  and befriending the same buck. It had to be true, or no ruin with stories would  exist.</p>
<p>Time was expanded beyond timelessness; a challenged theory proven  with a rotational sun departed after a green cloud swirl. The moon was closer,  twice the circumference as before, and the waves beat against the sands twice  as powerfully. Sometimes he lowered his eyes, but critters and creatures in the  woods made him uneasy. He was a warrior, always in tune, always planning an  offense, or an escape; maybe not honorable, but it increased survivability odds  and survival was always paramount. Survival, a funny word to use. No, he was an  explorer, a hunter and a friend. </p>
<p>When he returned to the ruin the following morning, he carefully  crafted his observations. Slinging his backpack over his right shoulder,  Alexander pulled a ball of excess twine and a small torch with a curved cup soaked  in salt water to slow the flame&rsquo;s expansion. Once the twine took to flame,  Alexander walked through the ghastly passages, ignoring the stories along the  path. Having experienced this path already, he was similarly nervous and  anxious. He couldn&rsquo;t help but kick a feeling that this time tomorrow, something  would be revealed. </p>
<p>Once he reached the intersection, Alexander dropped a drink  of water on the dirt, tracing his fingers into the shape of an arrow. It&rsquo;s  possible that passages turned, bent, twisted, or broke into an array of  directions; he needed to mark where he had been, arrows guiding him for a  speedy escape.</p>
<p>After a quick sigh, he moved ahead, allowing the flanking  corridors to momentarily remain undisturbed. Much of the way, walls were  designed with stories before they were legends and legends before they were  myths. His bow firmly lying against his back, his metal blade in his pocket,  Alexander felt no threat. No reason to fear an unknown, with simply darkness that  scares children during stories told at campfires afore him. Don&rsquo;t fear  darkness, nothing roams here, nothing that could bring death; survival was no  longer paramount for a story that forecasted failure. </p>
<p>Then, a blue evanescence weakly emitted a destination ahead.  Even it provided guidance, ironically the light made him more cautious. Alexander,  the warrior, the explorer, the friend of a mighty buck, left his excess twine  in the backpack allowing his torch to blink out.</p>
<p>He entered the circular room; tall and winding, explosive in  size, with a single blue gem glowing from the room&rsquo;s center, sealed with a  stone grip that rose from many layers of soil below. Alexander looked around, seeking  an unseen ceiling. It wasn&rsquo;t long before he was gasping at the amount of  stories, fables, myths and legends that decorated the stone walls. This was a  library, but not of the modern scene. Rather than shelves of books, or rows of  aging periodicals, the text were written on the walls, telling stories,  documenting lives, generations and civilizations before this world invited an  ignorant, however curious guest.</p>
<p>A stone staircase rose along the circular walls, reaching  beyond the shadows that masked the ruin&rsquo;s ceiling. Blue in light, powerless to  shine the entire room, the little gem at the room&rsquo;s center illuminated enough  to ascend the winding staircase. Instead, Alexander wrapped new twine around  his torch, putting it to flame causing a hypnotic dance of blue and yellow.</p>
<p>The stories were rich in nature, epic on the scales of who  wrote them, yet undefined for the ignorant. Many told the transition to  manhood, others showed battle, an epic battle, one that would raise a  civilization, or destroy it. The fighting enemy was always a beast, always with  fangs and dripping blood. The protagonist, the people, stood half-bare, cocking  their spear. </p>
<p>It was the central man, a mighty figure sitting on an  elaborately designed throne, looking over the children while protecting the  women, holding a shaft with its upper tip outlined by an over-sized circle. A  civilization lived here, people, with a leader, warriors, children and women,  all breeds for a powerful kingdom. Where did they go? Alexander moved along the  wall, taking to the stairs that spiraled along the walls. Reading the difficult  stories and taking into account the pictures with the comparative narratives  that designed Alexander&rsquo;s character. </p>
<p>He read the next stone, seeing a civilization standing  behind a wall with many archers aiming and releasing their bow from an elevated  position. Scores of enemy fell, smaller beasts with thin chest plates and  exposed helmet to reflect their deeply frightening teeth. Beasts threw spears,  some proficient with a bow. A mighty beast in the rear pointed forward,  declaring charge to its beast mates. They did, in waves, unlimited in number,  unrivaled in ferocity with pointed metal swords towards the charge. When they  mounted the wall, the people threw oil and tar, putting the hellish beasts to  flame.</p>
<p>Next stone didn&rsquo;t say whether that tactic worked or not,  only that the beasts were risen again, encased in the same fire, growling more  brutal in their hunger. Archers started falling, as the beasts climbed. Sword  battles took place, many of the warriors slain. Yet, the man on the throne  reappears, sitting over his children, women and his subordinates, the warriors.  Men hacked along the paths of a city with its wall breached, while children and  women huddled before the foot of the man that sat upon a throne. </p>
<p>Two circles formed around the tip of his staff, remaining  vertical, without any guidance, or structure to hold it. Additionally a circle  was drawn over his upward palms, each picture showing larger circles around  smaller ones, eventually overwhelming the women and children within the largest  sphere. The ocean swelled, far past the shores, through the black forests. A  flood swarmed the lands, killing all of those outside the man&rsquo;s protected  sphere. Then, after the flood ended, the waters stood forever lost under  leagues of pressing ocean. Passing ships, even modern in technology, would fail  to find it, always hidden, always gone. The people moved; they had to. They  came here, built this ruin, and told this story, among thousands more.</p>
<p>Central to all of them, was the man on the throne holding  his staff, sometimes with an orbital tip and sometimes not. Men walked on  water, others described fathers and mothers for no purpose. Always, the man on  the throne watched, protected and fought when called upon. The man on the  throne, opposite the beast that commanded a charge, faded from other scripts.  The last story in this sequence along the staircase that Alexander ascended  from showed the man finally departing from his throne, to confront the  beastmaster. A bolt of lightening encircled both, a light blossoming from the  thin air joining enemies as one. It was all very confusing, none of them were  descriptive enough to make one less contradictory than the next. </p>
<p>Alexander turned back, meticulously examining each slab of  stone that the ancient staircase, before trusting the steep descent. Using the  blue gem as guidance, leaning his right hand against the while, gripping his  torch with his left, Alexander halted midway when a shadow emerged.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Who are you,&rdquo; panicked Alexander. For days unremembered,  the explorer had seen nothing that resembled another person. When the shadow  fled the hallway, Alexander shouted, &ldquo;stop&rdquo;. The stairs were endless, without a  fracture, a treadwheel of descent. Carelessly racing, Alexander slipped,  tumbling the final three stones crashing onto the cobblestone floor. When he  stood, he clutched his right shoulder sensing it damaged again, but from where?  After he relit the torch, Alexander slung his backpack over his uninjured  shoulder and left the library in pursuit.</p>
<p>The shadow cloaked in the guise of total darkness as  Alexander pressed forward. Stopping at the crossroads, the intersection, with  the arrow marking his way out, Alexander wildly looked at the ground, hoping  for some direction that this shadow escaped. Instead, he turned to the right.  No passages lived on these walls, just symbols of a language unspoken for such  a time that no history book printed. Instead of dust and dirt, the floor turned  to cobblestones, dark perceptions with a maroon flicker under fire. </p>
<p>When he reached the corridor&#8217;s end, Alexander emerged into  another wide room, far less encompassing than the library, with a stone block  and sharp cutting edges. Unlike the silent library, there was a distinctive  hum, like a surplus of charged electricity waiting for instruction, or to  unleash hell. Alexander circled the stone block looking for the shadow,  ditching his explorative efforts as a secondary instinct. Sensing that he was  alone, Alexander passed through the intersect again, down the scoreless  corridor, braking at another big block standing at the room&#8217;s center with the  same distinctive hum. No shadow, nothing. It was boring, a bland room with  smooth walls, no breaks, made from a large stone that required a craftsman&#8217;s  perfection of a flawless rectangle.</p>
<p>Thump, thump. When he jerked towards the intersect, a set of  red ruby eyes menaced, encompassed by darkness and icing Alexander&#8217;s skin.  Momentarily paralyzed, he stared. A dry throat, combined with shock and fright,  muted his voice. Thick legs crushed the packed dirt floor, while red ruby eyes  glinted, closing on its quarry like a terrifying nightmare that children  fabricate after watching scary movies late at night. The currents humming from  the rectangle intensified, an audible pulse generating power, growing in  strength, unleashed once the switch was pulled. Creases along the stones  illuminated a cat&#8217;s eye color, pulsating like a fatally slow heartbeat, or a  war between light and darkness, the glow submitted to darkness. </p>
<p>Setting in place his torch on the rectangle block that  centered the room, Alexander shed the blade from his pocket, standing posed and  eager. Thump, thump, it grew closer, the room turned golden again, and the  beast&#8217;s talons dragged along the cobblestone floor. Its eyes penetrated a  deathly stare, and its massive frame emerged from the corridor&#8217;s darkness,  silhouetted by the torch that was artificially distinguishing. The tight room  turned out to be Alexander&#8217;s handicap, quickness and speed counterbalanced by  claustrophobic walls. Breath to breath, eye to eye, the beast and warrior once  again sized their bodies in alignment while golden echoes dimmed to darkness. </p>
<p>With its massive roar, the beast swung its incurable paws  over Alexander&#8217;s evading head. Pivoting on his right foot, Alexander slashed  the beast&#8217;s chest, forcing it to yelp in transitory retreat. Not to mention  God&#8217;s most grizzly schemes, something was very wrong here. Alexander felt a  siphoning sensation that trickled a warming liquid coat across his own chest,  which revealed blood from his investigative hand. </p>
<p>Approaching with reverberating ponderous legs and thick  talons shattering the cobblestone floors, the beast exploded a deafening roar.  Instantly, the beast turned into a blur, a four-legged sprint covering the gap  with a transparent approach. Impacting Alexander&#8217;s chest, the warrior took  flight over the rectangle until his spine impacted the collision against the  stone wall. On all four limbs, catching his breath with indisposed lungs,  Alexander peered over the rectangle and noted that the beast was on its knees  with its malignant paws holding it up for support.&nbsp; </p>
<p>Using the rectangle block to propel himself through the air,  Alexander fastened the handle with both hands, using the ill-shaped metal slab  to target the beast&#8217;s shoulder; not the head, it could kill them both. As his  biceps tensed, the beast&#8217;s head whipped up with its arms squeezing talons into  Alexander&#8217;s injured shoulder and tossing him into the coordinator. </p>
<p>Leaving a wake of shattered cobblestones, the beast hunted  Alexander, violently shaking its head, blotting the torch behind it. Once  darkness painted the corridor and its terrifying red ruby eyes grew, Alexander  crawled away feeling a paralyzing pain in his right shoulder before pushing  himself into an erect sprint. Thump, thump, it walked, stalked and prowled  Alexander. Feeling faint after losing so much blood, Alexander stumbled.  Quickly afterwards, almost expectedly, the beast collapsed behind him, panting  and breathing erratically. Alexander stood again, leaning against the wall,  driving on intuition. Looking back, the red ruby eyes were encompassed behind  darkness, and then shined, like a blink, or a heavily drawn sigh. </p>
<p>Using the walls to navigate through darkness, Alexander  found a break, reaching the intersect. Turning right, Alexander pressed towards  the library, leaning against the wall to delay his eventual collapse. The  injured beast followed, infiltrating the ruin&#8217;s silence with a weakened roar.  Alexander looked back, and its red rub eyes were blinking, unthreatening,  injured, perhaps on death&#8217;s doorsteps. Since his lightheadedness prevented  logical judgment and tactical analysis, Alexander pushed forward. His depressed  and tired body entered the library, limping to the blue gem, with a cadenced  swirl, like water reflecting a shine throughout the unlit hall. As Alexander  moved his hand closer to the gem, the reflective light radiated more erratically,  brighter, blinding. Singing, echoing, and shaking, the gem built an ancient  energy, visually and audibly, shattering and shrinking the world like  liquefying into a singularity. </p>
<p>When his fingers felt the smooth glass sides, the gem&#8217;s  light turned to a blinding white light, forcing Alexander to shield his eyes.  His connection with the gem was fierce, unrelenting and purposeful,  strengthening violence of the ruin&#8217;s destabilization. Alexander pulled the gem  from its base, feeling an overwhelming sense of dreadful power as he lost his  balance, watching dislodged stones smashing on the ground. Stories were lost, a  civilization at an end, no longer legend, no longer myth. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Son,&rdquo; something rang from the earthquake.</p>
<p>Paws attached to lethal talons painfully dug into his right  shoulder, forcefully spinning him around, pressing both man and beast into an  uncompromising final showdown. Powerfully dangerous, the luminosity of the  gem&#8217;s irrevocable intensity blinded. Finally, the beast revealed its fangs,  shrieking, loud, with an equivalent strength. Alexander couldn&#8217;t resist the  beast, couldn&#8217;t avoid the fatal drillings into his neck. Severing muscle,  tissue, and veins erupting into streams of dark blood, the beast savored the  taste, drowning the library&#8217;s collapse with uncontrolled eruptions of  lifelessness. Alexander&#8217;s arms and legs were numbing, his head spinning, his  life-force shrinking. Exploding like shockwave of light, the gem overpowered  the library, expanding past the ruins, into the fictional world that existed in  dreams over long periods of sleep. The ruin&#8217;s structure shook, clouds of white  smoke dissolving stones, dirt and air.</p>
<p>Only angels could sing the songs that Alexander perceived; a  spectacular bliss passing an event horizon, waving good bye to a world he  didn&#8217;t belong. Stones gave way from the ceiling, paving daylight&#8217;s breach into  the library. White doves circled, diving into the library, studying Alexander&#8217;s  body slowly dissolve into white smoke, like the beast inhaling life from his  punctured neck. Once rivals, their dissolving bodies danced white smoke, lacing  together like two becoming one; just like the stone that unified warrior and  enemy, commandeering influential understanding that separates identities,  allowing one to dance while the other could not. </p>
<p>Finally, the gem exploded, cleansing all realities,  absolving all physical properties. The ruin was gone, while blue skies  transformed to heavy gray clouds, opening ocean-sized rain onto Alexander&#8217;s  curled up body. There was no rubble, no evidence that any structure ever lived.  No gems, no stories, no extinct civilization; only Alexander&#8217;s decaying body  existed that were two equal wholes.</p>
<p>Before opening his eyes, he asked, &ldquo;where.&rdquo; To his  remarkable surprise, someone responded. &ldquo;My name is Dr. Janice Dean, and you&#8217;re  at Tryson City Memorial   Hospital. Are you, you,  alright Mr. Jackson?&rdquo;</p>
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		<title>The Howling Beast Takes Revenge &#8211; A Destiny Defined</title>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Inside the Main   City, wealth was  flaunted, broadcasted and expected. Suits designed by Brioni, Kiton, Canali and  Bottega Veneta were commonplace, conventional in color, smooth to the touch.  Wealthy entrepreneurs and businessmen lived here; bankers, stock brokers,  executives and traders. Politicians vacationed with whores, lovers and  mistresses. Illegal organizations, gambled, traded, setting up conferences with  contemporaries. The Main City was like old Las Vegas, extremely profitable through  gambling, mostly illegal, and back room deals. Fantastically designed casinos  lit the town with flashing colorful suns, mixed with cheers, and laughter. </p>
<p>A mutual understanding existed, allowed by the unspoken word  of civility and unmolested freedoms. Police patrolled infrequently, often found  entertaining city guests when welcomed. They were paid well; not for their  hard-nose police work, rather the opposite. For the most part, police were  hindrances, and nuisances. Tax dollars poured into a costly service became an annoying  waste in the Main   City; a metropolis of  gold that shines much brighter than six suns. Many didn&#8217;t want to upset the  balance of a lawless city, so crime was non-existent, fearing an invasion from  regional directors and commissioners.</p>
<p>Lacking common skills, like observations, instincts and  common morality, the police were the wealthiest among their contemporaries in  the world; ideal for the Main   City, unmolested with  cops intruding on business. Anywhere in the world, and the madness of a typical  metropolitan city would overwhelm them into retirement. However, this wasn&#8217;t a  typical metropolitan; rather a utopia for the wealthiest people in the world. </p>
<p>Long ago, the overseers of many cities, determined that  crime was based on the need and greed of the poorer. Instead a powerful  visionary, some called Franklin Gholston, others called him Talus Ndukwe,  prophesied that if you cleansed away the poor, then crime would plummet and  wealth would strengthen, becoming limitless. Both did. In the Main City,  the poor were ushered to the Potosi  zones; encapsulated beyond the borders, separated by walls, guards and  sentries. Police patrolled the Main   City infrequently,  violently abusing the assimilated poor inside the Potosi Zone. They were bored. </p>
<p>A powerful storm warned by powerful gusts that disturbed  silky golden hair of expensive whores interlocked in the arms of other woman&#8217;s  husbands, approached. Unclaimed plastic bags artistically danced through the  wind, settling in the alleys that separated skyscrapers and exclusive  restaurants where reservations required a week, if not a month, of advanced  planning. </p>
<p>An organization existed, servicing the pleasures of wealth,  prosperity and property; high level gamblers, drug traffickers, and something  called Enforcers. A Russian named Nikolai, no known last name, controlled the  illegal trade. Police were paid, at the behest of State Senator William Thomas,  the services demanded by wealthy constituents; gambling increased their wealth,  drugs that enhanced their sexual rages, enforcers eliminating independent  threats. </p>
<p>With the lack of a proper police presence, the Main City  was also a breeding ground for illegal business, espionage, and anything that  comforted the greedy man with the sanctuary that they weren&#8217;t traced, stalked  or hunted. Many meetings were held in three neighboring grandiose hotels; the  Tower Bells, the Golden Ta, and the Dominer Chateau. No prying eyes of  surveillance, especially intelligence agencies; conversely, people thought. </p>
<p>Wealth inside the Main   City was everywhere.  Spending in the thousands during a single nightfall was commonplace, at  restaurants, casinos and clubs; the illegal element held the highest profits  and increased their influences that spread throughout the country. While people  feared Nikolai&#8217;s outfit, they acknowledged his recreational requirements,  stretching beyond each American coast. Tourism was encouraged, though, mostly  disregarded, for they weren&#8217;t known, their statements private, their class  undefined. Nevertheless, all wanted the services that Nikolai offered.</p>
<p>You were Potosi  if you didn&#8217;t wear the most expensive suits, or the classiest dresses  embroidered with diamonds and gems, sashes made of the finest silks. Fearing  symbols would navigate Potosi  reactions, like beards, blue jeans and cotton tee shirts, all were avoided. A  pair of worlds separated by gates, walls, and patrols; two worlds on a single  planet; two worlds within the same city; the wealthy in the Main City,  the poor in the Potosi  zone. A brewing war would eventually boil and explode. While the moment was  close, the time hadn&#8217;t arrived because one man had yet to discover that legacy.  His legacy.</p>
<p>While parked on Wayland    Way, as the night crowds began dispersing to the  three hotels penetrating the clouds that raced overhead, Alexander Krueger sat  in a fairly new black sedan during an unusually warm November night. The clean  shaven squirmy driver looked back over. &ldquo;Remember Alex, we&#8217;re here only on  business.&rdquo; Business is good, Nikolai always said. It never dealt with a recession,  or depression. Everyone needed their vices filled. Nikolai assured their  addictions would be served. <br />
  &ldquo;I got it,&rdquo; Alexander said. <br />
  &ldquo;We go into his apartment, make happy and leave. Do you  understand?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Yea, I got it,&rdquo; Alexander confirmed while screwing the  Glock 22&#8217;s muzzle with an Evolution 40 suppressor. The young man slightly  jostled the gun, satisfied with the balance and weight in his hand. Alexander  felt the snobbish look from the squirmy driver&#8217;s face. <br />
  &ldquo;What the fuck is that?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;It&#8217;s a gun,&rdquo; Alexander mocked.<br />
  &ldquo;I know it&#8217;s a fucking gun. Where did you get it?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;My grandma gave it to me for Christmas,&rdquo; Alexander joked. <br />
  &ldquo;You&#8217;re not bringing that in.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;If you say so,&rdquo; Alexander smirked. </p>
<p>Once Christopher slammed the car  door and ran across the street towards the Tower Bells, Alexander grinned and  tucked his beloved weapon inside his belt. Not only did he hate Christopher, he  hated everything that the aging Captain represented. Being a servant frustrated  Alexander. For nearly ten years, the young apprentice hadn&#8217;t seen his sister  after his mind tore through disturbing changes after finding his mother and  father murdered in the master bedroom. That morning, he bailed the Minnesota cold, while  his sister was away at a friend&#8217;s house, and never returned, eventually  accepting an offer from a Russian that passed through a restaurant Alexander  worked at. His youth was a series of painful memories. A new start was needed.  No one knew his old name, even Alexander struggled to remember at times. <em>Don&#8217;t worry about it, it means nothing. That  life died that cold morning. I am now Alexander Krueger. Forget about it,  everyone else has</em>. </p>
<p>Still, Christopher was a Captain,  trusted by Nikolai. Alexander reported to Christopher and Christopher to  Nikolai. It was the order of things, and Alexander scorned it. Order was  corruption and corruption destroyed. Anarchy and chaos were constants, in a  world that emphasized class. If Alexander had his way, he&#8217;d hire the poor.  Bring them into the Main   City to do minute tasks  of the city; which including distributions, clerks, bussers, drivers, garbage  men. However, they were the best informers, loyal to the dollar, of which was  endless in the Main   City. So far, Alexander  hired, groomed, and gave a sense of entitlement to three Potosi, all young, two men and a girl,  roaming the streets inside shadows, bathrooms and rooftops. He paid them for  information, and the byproduct of his purchases encouraged complete loyalty, if  not eventual apprenticeship.</p>
<p>Several cars streamed by, forcing  an edgy Alexander to stand until limousines, Porsches, Lamborghinis, Maybachs,  and even a dark blue LeBlanc Mirabeau passed with speed that turned white dots  into blurs of white streams. Meticulously crossing the street, broadcasting  himself with a diminutive click from his black shoes, he bathed in amusement  watching Christopher&#8217;s impatience waiting on Alexander. Street lamps dimly  illuminated where shadows never roamed, reflecting the street&#8217;s surface with a  powerful glow, while the milky moon rested behind the onslaught of thickening  clouds.</p>
<p>Alexander&#8217;s awareness inside the  Tower Bells flooded his mind. The building&#8217;s service desk on the right was made  of dark wood, spectacularly polished, with a young woman staring at her  computer afore a tower of endless tiny slits designed for the tenants&#8217; mail. In  the company of recliners and couches, a grandiose lobby, across from the  information desk, with a bartender wiping down his empty counter towards the  back, openly welcoming guests and residents for a stiff drink. After  disgustingly seeing two golden-plated elevator doors on each side of the  hallway ahead, Alexander noted three exit doors; one beyond the elevators,  another to the right of the bar&#8217;s lobby and a third bending beyond the service  desk where employees roamed, likely taking a break from demanding guests with a  drag of smoke to calm their nerves. Neither the bartender, nor the woman behind  the counter paid any mind to the visitors waiting for the announcement to  proceed to the penthouse.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Good evening, gentleman,&rdquo;  greeted the Doorman. <br />
  &ldquo;Marcus Thomas, please,&rdquo;  Christopher said.<br />
  &ldquo;One moment, please.&rdquo; The Doorman  strolled elsewhere with his decorative long red suit, black cap and white  gloves, extravagantly dressed for a servant. It shouldn&#8217;t surprise Alexander,  having completed jobs in the Main   City, seeing the wealth  disgustingly flaunted. Nevertheless, it always did.</p>
<p>As impressed as Alexander was, he  bathed in his anger, watching people needlessly parade wealth. Money often  carried considerable suffering and pain; those that have it, got off on it.  Given the chance, he would annihilate them all. Mother would be disappointed,  being the daughter of a preacher, and herself spreading the word of Christ.  Mother. How will he ever lose the memory of her pasty white gown, saturated in  dark red, after her throat was brutally destroyed just before Alexander&#8217;s  eighteenth birthday? <em>God didn&#8217;t arrive  with a mighty shield and sword to fend the weak and innocent. Not on that day.  Not ever.</em></p>
<p>&ldquo;People actually live here,&rdquo;  Alexander whispered. Growing up in a small town in northern Minnesota, victim to routine snow events  that would shutdown cities like this, Alexander could only shake his head at  the revolting self-indulgent luxuries. This isn&#8217;t how life is supposed to be  lived. Poor suffered in the Potosi  zone while the wealthy threw away money on diamond earrings, beautiful cars,  the finest wines and overpriced prostitutes. It didn&#8217;t matter how many times he  came to the Tower Bells Hotel, it was something he never got used to. <br />
  &nbsp;<br />
  &ldquo;Sons of Senators,&rdquo; Christopher  said grinning, turning to Alexander. &ldquo;This client is of the highest importance,  Alex. He&#8217;s critical to our success you know.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;I know, Chris,&rdquo; Alex said with a  mocking tone. &ldquo;You don&#8217;t have to remind me. He&#8217;s the son of William Thomas, the  State Senator with enough influence to make our business succeed.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Not just succeed, Alex. It&#8217;s not  only that,&rdquo; reminded Christopher. <br />
  &ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; asked Alexander, pretending  to be shocked with what his informers had already told him.<br />
  &ldquo;Yes, so don&#8217;t screw it up.&rdquo;  Christopher still didn&#8217;t trust Alexander, and it amused him greatly. </p>
<p>So Alexander played the role of  impatient apprentice. For months, Alexander pained a face of youthful  exuberance, ignorant and excitable for the sake of masking certain truths. &ldquo;I  say we wipe out the building.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Don&#8217;t get preachy, Alex,&rdquo;  Christopher said indifferently. <br />
  &ldquo;Preachy,&rdquo; inquired Alexander.<br />
  &ldquo;You tend to get preachy when you  have an opinion,&rdquo; Christopher revealed. <br />
  &ldquo;I&#8217;m not preachy. I&#8217;m just saying  we wipe out the building. No one has to get hurt,&rdquo; Alexander argued. &ldquo;Why are  we waiting? Let&#8217;s just go.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;Settle down, Alex,&rdquo; Chris  counseled.<br />
  &ldquo;We can take care of them,&rdquo; Alex  said certainly, pointing at the few guards and workers at the Tower Bells  hotel. <br />
  &ldquo;We don&#8217;t want to take care of  them,&rdquo; Chris barked with a whisper. &ldquo;Mind yourself and know your place.&rdquo; </p>
<p>It wasn&#8217;t long after Alexander  pictured beating Christopher into an unrecognizable mesh of teeth, muscle and  blood, when the Doorman returned, &ldquo;Gentleman, Mr. Thomas will see you now.&rdquo;  Christopher led Alexander to the second elevator on the right, chiming its  arrival after pressing the ascending arrow. </p>
<p>A trap door hung above, with two  red buttons below the control pad, which typically meant emergencies. Terrible  music, Chris&#8217; insufferable heavy breathing, and Alexander&#8217;s unsettling feeling  of panic in tight corridors, brought unexpected anxiety. Focus on something, he  thought to himself. Alexander stared at his reflection on the mirrors that  formed walls in the rising metal death box. Thoughts that he never knew existed  started infiltrating, confusing and compounding his constants. <em>How did you come to be this way? If Mikey  didn&#8217;t die, how would I be? If I didn&#8217;t leave Sophie, who would I be? If my  parents didn&#8217;t die, would I have left Minnesota?  What am I? I don&rsquo;t know, what are you?</em> </p>
<p>Reflections kill, Nikolai once  said. Alexander believed his former recruiter was transparent, meaning the  stealth of a kill, or simply reflection into oneself. He didn&#8217;t fear the  mirror, Sophie was his heart, and his heart was broken, black with venomous  reactions. The mirror simply amused him. A single thing, like a stupid mirror,  can cause such a deviation with one&#8217;s life. Still, the thoughts were there, the  questions unanswered, the feelings that accompanied, the regrets that wouldn&#8217;t  dim, rather strengthen. No matter how loud he demanded that they shut up, they  remained, unchecked. What was he? He had asked himself too many times to  remember how many times he asked the evasive question.</p>
<p>Down the third hallway, three  doors on the right, Chris knocked three times on the beautifully crafted heavy  front door, with a profile view of an eagle&#8217;s head. When it opened, Alexander  suppressed his laughter at the shocking revelation of a short man with slick  brown hair, a nicely pressed purple silk shirt and black pants. Even his watch  shouted, &ldquo;look how god damn rich I am.&rdquo; His living room was littered with  antique paintings, gold plated disks, and beautiful tapestries to hide bare  walls. A twisting metal heap stood on a pillar-designed stand made of marble,  directly in the room&#8217;s center which dipped like a bowl, or a gladiator  coliseum. Inside the fireplace was a television looping the same video,  mimicking an actual fire like some awful Christmas CD infomercial. The patio  overlooked most of the Main City, faced towards the Potosi in which his view wasn&#8217;t obstructed by  similar skyscrapers. It was truly the best room of the three hotels. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Chris,&rdquo; the State Senator&rsquo;s son  greeted with a firm two-hand handshake. <br />
  &ldquo;It&rsquo;s good to see you again,&rdquo;  Christopher said, placing his hand on Marcus&rsquo; shoulder. <br />
  &ldquo;Who is this,&rdquo; asked Marcus, with  a disapproving glare at Alexander. <br />
  &ldquo;He&rsquo;s Alex. He&rsquo;s kind of in  training, if you know what I mean.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;Yea? What did you come from,&rdquo;  asked Marcus. <br />
  &ldquo;West,&rdquo; simply answered  Alexander. <br />
  &ldquo;Where West?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;More north than south.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Where did he come from,&rdquo; Marcus  impatiently asked Christopher.<br />
  &ldquo;Relax, Chris. He was recruited  by Nikolai himself, in the Northern cold if I remember correctly. He&rsquo;s training  to become a Captain, at the urgency of our fair leader.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Is that right,&rdquo; asked Marcus. <br />
  &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; Alexander answered. <br />
  &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll never understand your two  lives, Christopher. A man&rsquo;s history can&rsquo;t be easily wiped out. If it were me,  I&rsquo;d want to know everything about that person&rsquo;s history. But you guys just  eliminate it, create new names, profiles and histories. It&rsquo;s a bit odd if you  ask me.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;If we may,&rdquo; Christopher  prompted, pointing Marcus to a chair. </p>
<p>Alexander didn&rsquo;t like the  distrustful look on Marcus&rsquo; face, suspecting that this meeting had two  purposes. He would disguise an overwhelming threatening instinct by playing the  role of youthful apprentice taken aback by gaudy decorations and six-figure art  work. <br />
  &ldquo;It must be nice being a Senator&rsquo;s  son,&rdquo; remarked Alexander, scanning, observing, taking notes, but wide-eyed  enough to lower Marcus&rsquo; discomfort. &nbsp;<br />
  &ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; Marcus said with his  aggravating light British accent, &ldquo;it has its advantages. I can get a table,  wherever I want, whenever I want.&rdquo; Even the chair was constructed with a  material that Alex wanted to tear apart like a vicious dog attacking a stuffed  animal.</p>
<p>&ldquo;How is my favorite client,&rdquo;  Chris asked, clearly softening up the son of State Senator William Thomas. <br />
  &ldquo;Plenty good, friend,&rdquo; Marcus  smiled taking a seat, with Christopher sitting in the opposite chair. &ldquo;In fact,  I just acquired more land in the Eastern quadrant. We plan on putting up a few  clubs, storefronts, and restaurants, all of that jazz.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Congratulations, Marcus. It&rsquo;s  time we get those no good detriments out of here,&rdquo; Christopher said. &ldquo;The Potosi should be eradicated, development in the Main City  is pivotal.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;We&rsquo;re close, my friend. Once we  have the lands purchased, we&rsquo;ll put our objectives into motion. Soon enough,  the Main City will be ours to govern, tax, and  control,&rdquo; Marcus remarked, keeping Alexander in his peripheral. <br />
  &ldquo;Phase one is coming along  nicely,&rdquo; Christopher said. &ldquo;Nikolai will have men ready, I can assure you.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;Oh, I have no doubts. The police  aren&rsquo;t a threat anyway. A mother with a child suckling on her bosom could  neutralize our heroic police force.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;What&rsquo;s phase two,&rdquo; Alexander interrupted;  Christopher&rsquo;s shock revealed; Marcus&rsquo; distrust increased. <br />
  &ldquo;Nothing to worry about, boy,&rdquo;  Marcus said, suddenly disregarding his British accent; it seemed American.  Alexander&rsquo;s awareness became heightened, as was his paranoia. Why was he  shifting his accent, what&rsquo;s the purpose? Why didn&rsquo;t Christopher notice? <br />
  &ldquo;Why don&rsquo;t you fill those glasses  with whiskey over by the counter,&rdquo; Christopher ordered. </p>
<p>The two commenced business  discussions, while Alexander walked to the left of Marcus&#8217; closed bedroom, at  the counter with three shelves full of many whiskeys and exclusive wines that  cost a year&#8217;s salary for some. He pulled a vintage bottle of Macallan, a rare  whiskey that&#8217;s thought to be extinguished, and no longer produced. Nikolai  bragged one evening that he had the only bottle, and it cost him over one  hundred thousand dollars to acquire. Was this the same bottle, a gift to his  most influential client? As he poured the whisky in short crystal glasses,  movement beneath the bedroom door interrupted his focused pour. Bodies were  crossing the bedroom light, creating a flashing-like motion. </p>
<p>Alexander returned to both men,  handing them half-full glasses with three ice cubes each. Christopher and Marcus  continued their bound of hostile takeovers inside the Main  City, expanding their territories into  the Potosi. With  his fingers interlaced behind him, Alex uncharacteristically tuned out Marcus  and Christopher&rsquo;s conversation. Typically, he would concentrate on Chris&#8217;  negotiations for information he would keep secret. &nbsp;Instead, he was preoccupied. </p>
<p>Drapes and silk tapestries danced  with the song of a night breeze through an open sliding glass door. A hunger  formed in his gut. A thirst intensified, his throat feeling a sudden dryness,  like stranded victims around by miles of impersonal specs of desert. Muscles in  his arms and legs began to tense, spasm, as if they wanted to reach out and  twist terrible souls. Developing this thirst for corrupted blood invited a  bickering mother, a morally grounded father, or an impressionable younger  sister. All were gone, but the thoughts just sat there. The only thing that  remained was the scrubbing pad that cleansed those that affected his means. He  had no jurisdiction of the beast; the beast commanded him. Instead of fighting  it, he bathed in it, feeling a source of power with divine invincibility and  insight. <em>This was a trap. You and  Christopher will be interrogated for information, to force Nikolai into serving  Marcus. </em>The beast was sure of it, and the beast commanded all when awoken. </p>
<p>&ldquo;&hellip;all right, ten percent&hellip;&rdquo; Marcus  offered to Chris. </p>
<p>The switch finally turned, the  world exploded with bright pulses of pure energy. The Beast acted, gripping the  handle of his Glock. Pivoting his right heal, the beast turned and kicked in  the bedroom door. Two rather burly men, dressed in expensive black suits looked  up in surprise. Surely regretting their lack of preparedness with narrow  columns of smoke excavating from their foreheads, both men collapsed, dead with  punctured holes in their foreheads. </p>
<p>The Beast turned and aimed his  weapon at Marcus. </p>
<p>&ldquo;What&rsquo;s the meaning of this,&rdquo; demanded  Marcus, now standing. <br />
  &ldquo;What happened with your accent,&rdquo;  demanded the Beast. <br />
  &ldquo;What?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;You had an English accent when  we first got here. Now, you&rsquo;re speaking like a natural American. What happened  with your accent?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know what you&rsquo;re talking  about.&rdquo; </p>
<p>The Beast demanded punishment. </p>
<p>Marcus shouted when the beast  fired a spit through his left kneecap. When Chris tried to wrestle the gun  away, the beast squeezed his jugular and pushed him over the artistic twisting  metal sculpture. &ldquo;What the fuck happened to your accent,&rdquo; he shouted. <br />
  &ldquo;You&rsquo;re mad,&rdquo; Marcus rebelled. <br />
  &ldquo;Actually, I&rsquo;m quit calm at the  moment. What makes me mad is waiting for my food ten minutes after placing my  order. What makes me mad is when people don&rsquo;t use their turn signal when  changing lanes. What makes me mad is when people check out eleven items in the  ten items or less lane. What makes me mad is when people fake their accents in  an effort to seem bigger than they really are. Right now, I assure you, I&rsquo;m  quit calm.&rdquo; Alexander suddenly shouted erratically, &ldquo;What happened to your  accent?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Alex,&rdquo; Christopher said firmly.  &ldquo;Stop it. He&rsquo;s the son of a State Senator.&rdquo; The Beast rolled his eyes and  pressed his weapon firmly into Marcus&rsquo; left eye. <br />
  &ldquo;You were planning to ambush me.  Why?&rdquo; the Beast asked the question generally.<br />
  &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t even fucking know you,&rdquo;  Marcus asked. <br />
  &ldquo;What&rsquo;s my name,&rdquo; he quizzed.<br />
  &ldquo;Alex,&rdquo; replied Marcus.<br />
  &ldquo;You know my name, you know me.  So why were you going to kill me?&rdquo; Not us, not the Beast, just Alexander. </p>
<p>Silence.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Why would I&hellip;,&rdquo; Marcus paused. &ldquo;What  do you want from me? Money?&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;See, I should have said this  earlier. But another thing that makes me mad is wealthy beggars that pay their  consequence with money.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;But I&hellip;&rdquo; Blood nearly recoiled  onto the Beast&rsquo;s jacket, landing a pencil-length from his left shoe. &ldquo;That was  close,&rdquo; the beast said looking at Christopher standing rigid, stunned.<br />
  &ldquo;What the fuck did you just do?&rdquo;  Christopher shouted. &ldquo;What did you do? Once Nikolai hears about this&hellip;&rdquo;</p>
<p>After the Beast fired the fourth  shot into his chest, Christopher collapsed onto the delightfully polished  wooden floor. Alexander had a thing for beautifully crafted things. He  regretted that the Beast kicked in the bedroom door, and the beautifully  crafted floor that be stained with blood; no, destroyed by cursed flame. These  were projects that Alexander&rsquo;s father once skilled at. Destroying someone&rsquo;s vision  and design, brilliantly crafted, was unacceptable, even when necessary. </p>
<p>The Beast squatted next to him,  dangling his weapon around his crotch. &ldquo;You know, Chris, I wonder if I would do  this job better if I didn&rsquo;t enjoy it so much. Sometimes the thirst grips me,  you know? The Beast swells in me, punctures me. I can&rsquo;t control him. It roars  an ugly roar.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I really should do a better job  making my artwork cleaner, don&rsquo;t you think? Too much evidence, I would say. Maybe  next time, I&rsquo;ll just throw someone from the eighty-first floor. That way, an  investigation would be limited because the presumption of some drug addicted  son of a State Senator could be considered a suicide. It fits perfectly,&rdquo; The  Beast sighed. &ldquo;Now he has a bullet in his head. They&rsquo;d see that for sure. Well,  we always learn don&rsquo;t we?&rdquo; The Beast mused jamming his handgun into Chris&rsquo; crotch.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Why?&rdquo; <br />
  Alex howled in laughter, &ldquo;You  think I have a reason? If it makes you feel any better, you already know my  motivations.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;Nolts?&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;Fuck no,&rdquo; Alexander said. &ldquo;Your  deal with Nolts was your mistake, but not my intentions or motivations.&rdquo;<br />
  Christopher&rsquo;s eyes widened, a  revelation revealed like sudden shock of an uninvited guest. &ldquo;The Fighters.  You&rsquo;re an agent, aren&rsquo;t you?&rdquo; <br />
  The Beast just grinned a terrible  grin.<br />
  &ldquo;You know,&rdquo; Chris continued,  finding it difficult to breath, &ldquo;this will come back&hellip; to&hellip;&rdquo; </p>
<p>The Beast stood and fired the  remaining clip into Chris&#8217; forehead, feeling relieved sitting on the exquisite couch,  with Marcus&#8217; corpse lying on the floor by the patio. He calmed his breathing,  finding rhythm. </p>
<p>Christopher was never the  objective, that was a pure prospect, allowing the beast to exact punishment,  benefiting Alexander promotion through the infiltrated ranks. No, not  Christopher. Alexander had reconnoitred Marcus, a defined target, watching him  through another&#8217;s eyes. Execution wasn&#8217;t supposed to happen now, brought upon  the Beast, convinced of an ambush. Maybe Christopher too, Alexander wasn&#8217;t  sure. It was all very confusing right now, thoughts erratic with displaced  conclusions. It was the first time that the Beast allowed Alexander to think  clearly, finding wisdom and insight within sudden events tonight. <br />
  &nbsp;<br />
  Nikolai used Marcus for his  father, a means for business arrangements. Often the Senator cited a lack of  funding, forcing an understaffed law enforcement, allowing for Nikolai&rsquo;s  business to thrive. In return, the Senator accepted significant chucks of  revenue made from the drug trade and illegal gambling. It was a brilliant  arrangement. Christopher, on the other hand, was simply in Alex&rsquo;s way for a  much deserved promotion. </p>
<p>Now the Senator&#8217;s son sits in  blood, likely creating a sequence of events that would entrench war within the Main City.  No, Alexander alternatively thought. The Senator was much too greedy, and his  son was a political detriment to his own goals. Alexander needed the war,  though. The Beast was hungry, always feeling off the fresh blood that streamed  like rain gushing into sewers. His death would serve the Senator&#8217;s greater  purpose, eliminating a tabloid starring son. Nikolai might hunt Alexander  however, if he learns of this night; Christopher a great Captain, the State  Senator politically connected for the organization&#8217;s business. Still, Alex&#8217;s  motivations are his own. His destiny, close, within his grasp, even though it  was yet to be defined.</p>
<p>Lightning briefly scorched the  sky, followed by a low rumble of thunder. Seconds after a drizzle, the clouds  opened up. It sounded like tiny sheets of metal clanking against bigger sheets.  Alex walked onto the patio, where a slab of concrete above provided some  shelter. It wasn&#8217;t as he expected. Clearly, it was raining, his ears didn&#8217;t  fail his ear heard it, his nose smelt the fresh rain overwhelm him. Instead of  streaking transparent droplets, Alex only saw tiny gobs of water falling so  slowly, it seemed as if they were suspended in time. Reaching, crashing to an  obliteration, Alex watched one droplet fall into a hugging embrace of his left  palm.</p>
<p>Loosely holding his gun, he  opened his eyes and daydreamed, entertaining a terrible thought, unblinking,  wondering an easy alternative. In a flash, it&rsquo;s over. What did he have to live  for that meant anything? Would he impress upon a better life onto others that  deserved it? Then he remembered, &ldquo;reflections.&rdquo; <em>You aren&rsquo;t that man</em>, a voice called out. <em>You are something, much more. You&rsquo;re close, oh, so close. Don&rsquo;t stray.  Don&rsquo;t hide. Don&rsquo;t cower with that gun</em>.</p>
<p>Slowly closing his eyes, he  thought of Sophie; her soft green eyes, accentuated dip on her upper eyelid,  puffy cheeks that swelled red in the winter, dimples that flanked her thin  lips, and long flowing black hair. His heart often pumped wildly when she  whispered lovingly to him, pressing her soft skin against his, covered with a  blanket under a sea of blinking white dots in the sky. Sometimes he showed off,  pointing out constellations, making their names up. She often giggled when he  named a constellation after her. When she asked later which constellation was  hers, he often pointed to the wrong one. If she knew his mistake, she never  called him on it. </p>
<p>It seemed like an age when touched  her, made love to her, treated her as his queen several summers ago when their  love was realized. Always together, even in the ages when children learned to  walk and talk, they were always giggling, smiling and even conspiring. Now, she  was hostage to Joseph; a burnt out addict, related to Nikolai in some twisted  way. </p>
<p>At first, she, and only she, was  his motivation until he was invited to a dark meeting in black alleys, with no  names and unrecognizable faces. His fate and destiny began there, for she was  still his motivation, but not his only. Circumstances turned difficult,  unclear, like a heavy fog blinding even efficient eyes. Now, she was a shell.  Her vibrancy for life, dead. She teemed with death, conspiratorially degrading.  Sporadically, he had seen her from a distance, hidden far inside shadows. Her  eyes were sunken and her natural smile, gone. If he called to her, he wasn&#8217;t  sure she&#8217;d recognize him, or if he&#8217;d recognize her. It pained him greatly, the  events that unfolded in the past five years; so much so that the Beast was  born, the anger, and the style of terror integrated into his own.&nbsp; </p>
<p><em>She&rsquo;s dead</em>, the Beast reminded. <em>No</em>,  he shouted back. <em>She&rsquo;s far too gone, and  our new objective is critical. We must continue</em>, the Beast reminded  Alexander, focusing him again on the present. The Beast murdered one of  Nikolai&rsquo;s Captains, and the Senator&rsquo;s son, which benefited Nikolai&rsquo;s business  far too greatly. However, that depended on his father, William Thomas and his  reactions. </p>
<p>Alexander had come too far to run,  climbing a ladder from the footstool after Christopher&rsquo;s death. Instead of  running, he boldly played out scenarios for a lie that could exonerate him. It  was an ambush by Marcus, and Chris didn&rsquo;t make it. Better yet, Chris was in the  midst of another legendary boozing session, and the bodyguards that the Beast  easily displaced, took him out. Marcus Thomas was well known; perhaps victim of  an assassination from a rival. That&rsquo;s when Alex began to smirked. <em>No, no, no.</em> Alexander was set up, he  felt it, a nagging twist in his gut, instinct, which he learned long ago to  trust, without question. <em>It&rsquo;s why you  left Sophie. Shut up.</em> I didn&rsquo;t leave her, replied Alexander. </p>
<p>After bringing his trembling  hands together, he finally pushed off the patio&rsquo;s railing, feeling frozen and  stiff, like his spine was wrapped by a thousand tiny muscles. Back inside the  apartment, Alexander placed small devices in the corners of the living room.  Each device displayed a digital &ldquo;twenty&rdquo; on the face, once Alexander activated  the censor reception. Flowing into the apartment like a gentle whisper, Alexander  bathed again in the cool breeze calming his nerves, drying the growing  perspiration from his face. For a couple of breaths, Alexander felt a  therapeutic benefit to this apartment. He wondered if Marcus felt the same way. </p>
<p>After stepping off the elevator,  Alex caught the Doorman&rsquo;s attention and smiled. &ldquo;Stepping out for a moment.  That fireplace up there makes things rather stuffy.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Of course, sir,&rdquo; the Doorman  courteously grinned.</p>
<p>Standing next to the black sedan,  Christopher&#8217;s keys already extracted, Alex pulled the pen-like device from his  pocket, and followed the building towards the eighty-first floor. Innocents  would be killed, it was the costs bothering Alexander. It was necessary, the Beast  reminded. After the briefest thunderstorm passed, the moon already penetrating  the destabilizing clouds, Alexander clicked the pin-like button. Exploding  wildly twenty seconds later, rolling out like a ball disintegrating into darkness,  Marcus&rsquo; room was under assault from a defenseless enemy. Evidence would boiled  in the flame. Broken glass fell, crashing against the pavement in unoccupied  alley stops and eateries. </p>
<p>While he watched, a spark echoed  an intruding ding, like metal on metal, a familiar sound. Alexander  instinctively spun into a crouch, leaning against the driver side door, hoping  he guessed correctly. A killer was sitting above him with a heavy finger  against a powerful rifle, waiting for Alexander to return to the black sedan. Cover  was limited, yet paramount, and the crowds were emerging from stores, hotels, pointing,  and crying in a panic from the explosion of the Tower Bells. </p>
<p>With a small camera fixed at the  base of its hinge, Alexander positioned himself along the front tire, leaning  out to expose the cell phone, giving him a third eye. <em>Location. Where was he? Nothing</em>. The first floor was dark, where  the Golden T&#462;&rsquo;s lobby should be.  Save for curtains drawn against lightened rooms, the second and third floors  were empty and covered. It wasn&rsquo;t until a minor reflection against a magnifying  lens three rooms from the left, fourth floor, when Alex grinned. Careless,  leaving the window open, stationed. Someone was inviting him. The Beast  wouldn&rsquo;t let the invitation go unanswered. </p>
<p>Questioning escape routes, Alexander  noted the gathering crowds, good for cover, great for confusion. It wasn&rsquo;t  enough, his position known by the killer. He needed another distraction. Maybe the  killer already left, he couldn&rsquo;t take the risk. No, he wanted to know who this  was, why he was targeted. Knowing the line of sight from the shooter, it would  be easier to plan; the cover known, his location revealed. He needed another  distraction; create a second front of chaos. It was simple. </p>
<p>Alexander ripped a lengthy tear  from his sweater, shoving it down the car&rsquo;s filler tank, leaving several inches  exposed like a wick. His lighter illuminated and took the exposed cloth to  flame. Quickly, he rolled past two parked cars behind the black sedan, sprinting  over the side walk, along the <strong>Golden T&#462;</strong>,  reaching the rear door that led to the hotel&rsquo;s kitchen. This was a sprint, a  mad dash towards an immortal finish line. Leaning against the outer door, he  waited, nervously glancing at his watch, scanning for disturbances of an escaping  killer. Boom! The exploding car was loud, preceded with a powerful bright  flash.</p>
<p>His patience drew thin, anxiety with  an escaping killer, Alexander yanked open the metal door, pushing aside staff  trampling guests, making their way through the lobby to the front doors,  investigating the disturbance. Billowing black smoke, creating panic, confusion,  Alexander slipped through escaping crowds. </p>
<p>The <strong>Golden T&#462;</strong>&rsquo;s alarm loudly wailed, forcing a hasty evacuation,  bumping, colliding, some women screaming. <em>More  chaos</em>. The staff had cleared, adding to the chaos from a smoldering fire,  and thundering boom. <em>Composure, act as if  you belong</em>, Alexander patiently walked through the double brass doors, past  the deactivated elevators. <em>One escape  route, cut off</em>. To the right of the elevators, down a corridor filled with  expensive art imitations, stood a glowing red exit sign with an adjacent  emergency stairwell. </p>
<p>Streams of panicked guests, barely  clothed, nightdresses, boxers, robes, tees and sweaters, running towards any  exit, adding Alexander&#8217;s cover. Slipping through the crowds, pushing aside  short petite women and aging men, Alexander sprinted, leaping, turning and  hoping the stairs. Pushing aside, twisting narrowly, Alexander wasn&#8217;t without  his bumps, curious looks, and shoves. It was pivotal that he read every face,  every bag, suitcase, briefcase, to be certain that the killer wasn&#8217;t under the  guise of a fleeting crowd. If the killer was skilled, he would hide among the  crowds, passing Alexander without even a glance.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Stop,&rdquo; a uniformed guard said  above. &ldquo;This is a mandatory evacuation.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;My daughter is in her room  upstairs, on the fourth floor,&rdquo; lied Alexander, still running towards the  fourth floor. &ldquo;I have to make my way up to her.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;Sir, you have to go down, we&rsquo;ll  find her,&rdquo; he ordered.<br />
  &ldquo;No, you don&rsquo;t understand,&rdquo;  Alexander pleaded. &ldquo;She&rsquo;s been instructed to only to leave her room when she  hears my voice. See she has&hellip;&rdquo; </p>
<p>Alexander yanked the guard&#8217;s right  wrist, bringing his knee into the uniformed man&#8217;s nose, crushing cartilage and  bone. The second time he yanked the wrist, the guard limply rolled down the  stairs, colliding into the wall. Some cried, while a second, unseen uniform  guard drew his weapon and shouted, &ldquo;Freeze.&rdquo; Within a blur, a blink, the time  it takes to make a choice without options, Alexander pulled his handgun, with  the suppressor resolutely screwed along the muzzle&#8217;s grooves, firing two spits  into his right knee. Alexander allowed his gun&rsquo;s exposure, scared onlookers opening  an unmolested path. When he cursed himself for not removing the guards&#8217; radio, or  knocking him unconscious, speed became vital, company was certain. It was too  late, returning now would waste time. <em>Maybe  save your life. Shut it.</em> But he couldn&#8217;t rush, or be careless. The  slightest error would be fatal; granting the killer as skilled, if not more so,  than Alexander. </p>
<p>It was dark, save for sporadic emergency  lights casting shadows down the hallway, with blue flashes on the red fire  boxes that wailed loudly. Rooms were closed, locked behind a keypad that opened  with the appropriate access card. With his gun firmly in hand and his eyes  peering down the slide that drew its point, Alexander slowly and cautiously  approached the third room on the right. </p>
<p>Before he kicked through the room,  he saw a slight film of black along the door&rsquo;s edge where a closed door should  exist. He tackled through with his right shoulder and rolled into the dark  hotel room, firing indiscriminate spits in all directions. <em>Nothing</em>. An open window that pressed against swaying silk purple  curtains, a cigarette tray with five extinguished cigarettes, and a shell  casing barely exposed underneath the edge of an undisturbed bed. </p>
<p>His awareness dropped, his  observations struck through the open window. Who was trying to kill him? What  happened that would call for his death? Did they know? Alexander couldn&rsquo;t see,  blinded with bright anger, the Beast advising Alexander, though not yet taking  control. Soon actions would become uncontrolled and death serving every purpose  imaginable. The beast was angry, spitting curses, growling terrible growls. </p>
<p>During critical breaths,  sporadically shifting his focused eyes on the chaos below, Alexander searched the  confusion, someone sprinting, paranoid enough to keep turning back. <em>There!</em> A man with a black long overcoat  carrying a black metal briefcase&nbsp; calmly leaving  the panic, towards the Potosi,  checking pursuers every third step. <em>I&rsquo;m  right here, you fucking bastard</em>. He was as good as anyone; killer or not, the  Beast would make sure the encounter would be violent. Killing was paramount,  breathing secondary. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Freeze,&rdquo; a shout came from  behind. Two cops, both with drawn weapons. </p>
<p>Alexander lifted his arms in surrender,  allowing his gun to bounce against the thick red carpet. One cop approached,  holstering his weapon, reaching for metal restraints, while the second kept his  weapon drawn, distant and nervous, aimed towards, but not directly at,  Alexander&rsquo;s head. As soon as the closest cop grabbed his wrist, Alexander  flipped his hands over the cop&rsquo;s hands, twisted his arm until it snapped  shoving the officer into his friend. Alexander jumped onto the bed, propelling  himself in the air, landing in front of both men, unable to regain their  balance.</p>
<p>Alexander gripped one man&rsquo;s  throat, and pressured the point on his wrist that held the weapon, twisting  both, until the gun fell, and the cop&rsquo;s eyes bulged. <em>Enough</em>, something in his mind shouted. <em>No, I must kill him. He&rsquo;s the enemy. No, the enemy is escaping.</em> He  released his grip, forcefully shoving both men into the hallway wall. The Beast  picked up the dropped weapon, a standard issue, and fired half the weapon&rsquo;s ammunition  harmlessly into the wall above their heads. He returned into the room, locked  the door, flicked the cop&rsquo;s weapon onto the bed, and retrieved his own,  holstering inside his belt. Other cops began shouting their approach, which  stunned him. <em>The radio wasn&rsquo;t destroyed</em>.  A critical error. <em>Not now!</em> Escaping  became priority. </p>
<p>With the window still open,  allowing another cold breeze into the room cooling his skin, Alexander passed  through it, lifting himself onto the building&rsquo;s ledge. Curious onlookers \  already spotted him, with the black smoke thinning out, betraying the hope that  he could mask behind it. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s he doing,&rdquo; someone shouted. &ldquo;Get him, before  he hurts himself,&rdquo; and &ldquo;Where&rsquo;s the fire department? He can&rsquo;t get out?!&rdquo; an old  raspy woman shouted. </p>
<p>Rivets and brackets sealing in  place an oversized water pipe, barely out of reach, forced Alexander&rsquo;s toes to  grip the ledge leaving his heals hanging. Alexander needed all his upper  strength to complete the transfer, jumping, catching a rivet with three fingers.  His weight, the cold, and the sharpness in the brackets deeply cut into his  skin. Certain death if he released his grip; it hurt, but death was worse. With  a grunt, and furious ambition that deflected the sudden hopelessness most men  would feel, Alexander lifted himself allowing both feet to sit on the brackets  below his knees.</p>
<p>Climbing the thick black metal  pipe was futile, slow, and pointless. The man with the metal briefcase was  escaping, his shadow already disguised. Once Alexander reached the fifth floor,  he leapt to the ledge, caught himself with a firm grip above the frame, pushed  open the unlocked window and rolled into the room. Checking his corners in the  dark hallway, Alexander turned and sprinted, without hesitation, aware that any  shadow could be fatal. Banking on the cops calling reinforcements, and a  negotiator to end the sudden siege in the guest room one floor below, Alexander  slammed open the stairwells heavy metal door on the opposite end of the hotel, praying  that he&rsquo;d be gone within the relayed message of a man climbing the building. </p>
<p><em>Joseph, Marcus, William, Alex, Nikolai. Sophie.</em></p>
<p>He looked down the stairwell. <em>Nothing</em>. He looked up. <em>Nothing</em>. As he put his foot on the first  step to go down, someone shouted indiscriminately below. A cop, coming up the  stairs. Friends. Assault rifles. Alexander reversed and sprinted towards the  fifteenth floor, kicking in the first room on the right, measuring through the  window. He could make it. After two spits to clear out the glass, Alexander  accelerated quickly to a full sprint, propelled his body over the window&rsquo;s  ledge and exploding through the cool air, feeling spits of rain slide against his  skin. Time slowed, his body paralyzed. Droplets of rain slowed again, like a liquid  gobs stopped by the command of a rotationless globe. Sounds of panic growled,  while breathing became unnecessary. </p>
<p>The adjacent building&rsquo;s window grew  suddenly, forcing Alexander to push out his legs, aiming to penetrate the  window with the least amount of injury. Other than a pop in his shoulder, violently  rolling into the room, save for a few scraps on his face, Alexander  successfully jumped from the fifteenth floor of the <strong>Golden T&#462;</strong>, into the fourteenth floor of the <strong>Dominer Chateau</strong>. After a quick sigh and a glance back at the <strong>Dominer Chateau</strong>, Alexander grinned,  making the impossible, possible. He might yet escape, unnoticed, tracking the  killer that marked him for death. <em>Go, now</em>. </p>
<p>Alexander ran wildly, with thick  stomps from heavy legs, descending the narrow staircase of the <strong>Dominer Chateau</strong>, leaping over white  metal railings when the stairs reversed direction. Seconds ticked away when he  reached a door marked &ldquo;exit&rdquo; that led through the hotel&rsquo;s lobby. His weapon  secured, while heavily breathing and perpetrating through his dark torn shirt, Alexander  opened the door gently, scanning for threats. The pain pulsating in his right  shoulder throbbed; managing just enough not to be debilitating, yet still  excruciating.</p>
<p>Emptied from curious onlookers  along the corridors, in the bars and kitchens, the lobby exploded with oriental  tastes, delicately crafted statues, and water fountains of historic figures.  Alexander broke into the coat room using a small lock pick buried in his pants.  Police were looking for a man with a long black coat. Appearing differently,  however slight, could be enough to exit through the confusing crowds. Alexander  left the Dominer Chateau with a short leather jacket, brown, with an extended  collar, buttons with a zipper inlay, and two deep vertical pockets just above  his hips.</p>
<p>With a special forces unit  streaming into the <strong>Dominer Chateau</strong>, encased  with black Kevlar vests, glass shield helmets and SG-550s, it was obvious they  didn&rsquo;t know he transferred to another building. They really were incompetent.  Alexander hurriedly walked away from the chaos, no longer apart of the  confusion, rubbing the pain that swelled in his shoulder. </p>
<p>Once the crowds were behind him,  all staring, pointing, and gossiping about the consequences of both explosions,  Alexander started sprinting, slowing only to peak down alleys, expecting the man  with the black metal brief case. Nothing. What did he expect? He waited too  long, the hunt, the escape, all for nothing. </p>
<p>Alexander sprinted faster, seeking  any clue, the man, his destination, he felt a growing impatience. Frustrated,  Alexander ran blinder, tilting his head for corners, hidden passages and raven  infested alleys. Unable to quickly slow, he lost traction, sliding into the cop  emerged from another alley. Without hesitation, or consequence, relying on  vicious instinct, Alexander sent consecutive jabs into the man&rsquo;s throat,  sweeping his leg behind the cop plunging his head into the concrete. He wasn&rsquo;t  getting back up. Police were crooks, paid from the pockets from Nikolai&rsquo;s  illegal trade. It was justified, no matter how proclaimed the innocence was. </p>
<p>It wasn&rsquo;t until the dark shadow, guided  by his growing paranoia that all men were bought and paid for by Nikolai&rsquo;s  money, that he ran down the alley, easily gliding over a brick wall, landing  quietly on the other side. There he was, turning into the nearest building, a small  Chinese restaurant with a screen door that banged loudly. Was this man baiting  Alexander into a trap? No time to spring it, he had to make this end. <em>Patience. I have none. Answers are all that  I want, all I came for. Answers were meaningless, all that mattered was death. </em></p>
<p>A floor above the Chinese  restaurant, several open windows invited quiet winds of a decent cool stream,  tempering warm bodies after a busy day of exhaustive service. Using the  dumpster directly below the lit room on the elevated floor, Alexander jumped,  and pulled himself through the window. An older Chinese couple began shuffling  in bed. A nude woman flipped their sheets over her exposed breasts, while the  man, clearly defended his home, his business and his honor, stood.</p>
<p>A bit short, with quick, yet weak  impacts, the Chinese man attacked Alexander. It was too easy, deflecting  punches, chops and holds. He had to put this to an end. Several shots into the  kidney and a well placed hook into the man&rsquo;s temple knocked him unconscious  over the bed, across the woman&rsquo;s legs. Before she could scream, Alexander  pointed his weapon at her, leveling his vertical finger across his lips to  remain quiet. She quickly nodded. </p>
<p>Carefully crossing one foot ahead  of the other to avoid detected moans in the wooden floor, and his weapon drawn  clearing each room with a glance, Alexander reached the stairs that led to the  restaurant&rsquo;s main dining hall, with a closed kitchen to the left. No movement,  nothing. Maybe he left through the front door. </p>
<p>Patience. <em>Fuck patience</em>. Alexander hurriedly elapsed the stairs, keeping his  weapon leveled, looking around corners, under tables, allowing awareness to  flood his senses, listening, seeing and even smelling. The restroom. The  kitchen. Where did he go? He glided through bathrooms, checked the stalls, and  swept through the kitchen; even walk-in freezers. He can&rsquo;t be gone, Alexander  panicked. He must answer my questions, the man with a black metal briefcase had  something that Alexander needed.</p>
<p>Just as he lowered his weapon,  sighing loudly, processing new thoughts, Alexander had one of two options.  Patrol the streets in disguise, spring the shadow, the enemy, the man with a  dark metal briefcase who would surly escape. Call into control; learn new  instructions, impressions, seeking information, key words, or uncommon phrases,  whatever. Alexander didn&rsquo;t know who was behind this, but even the Beast&rsquo;s  closest friends were now the enemy. But why? Nikolai. It had to be. Save for  the State Senator&rsquo;s son, he was the most powerful entity in the Main City.  Nothing happened without his approval. No, he knew something, discovered by  accident perhaps. </p>
<p>Just as he rubbed his temples, a  massive weight slammed into his back, knocking him forward and sending a  paralyzing pain throughout his body when his shoulder impacted the floor. Kicked  away by the would-be killer, his weapon was useless now. A knee dropped into  Alexander&rsquo;s back, an arm wrapped around his neck. Circulation slowed, breathing  problematic.</p>
<p>&nbsp;&ldquo;Clever, mate,&rdquo; the enemy said. &ldquo;Cause a  ruckus, opening your escape. You&rsquo;re bloody insane, you know. Even a fool knows  when to ditch town, when a six figure contract is out on their head.&rdquo; </p>
<p>Desperately, Alexander widely threw  his left elbow into chaotic swings behind him, knocking the man sideways, loosening  the fatal grip around his neck. Barely pushing himself away from the floor,  Alexander swung his right arm connecting against the man&rsquo;s face, sending him  sprawling backwards. It was lucky; the killer had him. </p>
<p>Finally, both men stood, facing  each other. The enemy grinned, licking away the blood the formed around the  corner of his mouth. The Beast was absent, where did it go? </p>
<p>&ldquo;Why don&rsquo;t you leave, mate. Go  away. Leave Main City, take some Potosi  with you. Enjoy whatever life you can muster,&rdquo; the enemy said. <br />
  &ldquo;Who are you,&rdquo; asked Alexander.<br />
  &ldquo;I&rsquo;m the one who answered the wire,&rdquo;  he said.<br />
  &ldquo;The wire?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t know, do you,&rdquo; asked  the stunned enemy.<br />
  &ldquo;Know what?&rdquo;</p>
<p>The enemy lunged, jabbing with  short powerful blows that Alexander easily deflected, leaning backwards,  throwing hooks, uppercuts, an old fashion boxing match, dirty and relentless. Slapping  away weak shots, side-stepping powerful one, pressing closer avoiding others.  The enemy wasn&rsquo;t skilled with hand to hand combat; he wasn&rsquo;t inventive, hadn&rsquo;t  seen every fighting style. Punches were thrown, chops, blocked, parries and  counterpunches. Alexander&rsquo;s arms and hands were a blur, prepared with years of  instinctive combat training. He knew when and where the next blow was aimed,  positioning his defenses.</p>
<p>When the enemy lunged again,  Alexander backed, deflecting cautious jabs effortlessly. Suddenly, the enemy  swept his right leg across the wooden floor, missing Alexander&rsquo;s jumping legs,  opening himself for a shot into the gut. Alexander stepped back, cursing his  unresponsive lungs, and taking his enemy lightly. Where is the Beast?! </p>
<p>Another foot planted into  Alexander&rsquo;s chest, crashing him through the wooden curtain that blocked the  restaurant&rsquo;s kitchen. Pouncing, the enemy started crushing Alexander&rsquo;s throat  with a mighty squeeze. <em>Breath. Just  breath</em>. <em>His ankle</em>. Alexander grabbed  the enemy&rsquo;s left ankle, and twisted. Shouting, the enemy backed away with a  limp, allowing Alexander to sit up, roll over to his right and twist his legs  into a circular motion springing him into a standing position. </p>
<p>Surprisingly, the enemy put up his  hand. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Who are you,&rdquo; asked Alexander,  more frustrated this time. <br />
  &ldquo;My mother called me a bastard,&rdquo;  the enemy mused. </p>
<p>Alexander threw a kick towards the  bastard&rsquo;s knee, unsettling the dust, missing the enemy who lifted slightly to avoid  the crushing blow. Shooting his forearms up, blocking a long-arm shot across  his face, Alexander straighten his fingers and aimed at the enemy&rsquo;s throat.  Blocked by a diagonal parry, the enemy countered with body shot, forcing  Alexander to spin away, opening the distance between the two. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Who is your employer?&rdquo; Alexander  asked.</p>
<p>The enemy brought his leg up,  aiming for the side of Alexander&rsquo;s head. Krueger ducked, bent his knees, placed  several shots into the bastard&rsquo;s gut, and then connected with several blows  into his face. Alexander swept his leg, the enemy jumped, cocking his arm in a  downward blow. Leaning back, Alexander deflected tired punches, connecting with  a few himself, purposefully grinning at his enemy&rsquo;s low endurance. The enemy  was a poor marksman, a thief, a shadow assassin. He wasn&rsquo;t a warrior,  inexperienced with hand-to-hand combat, lacking the necessity to win at any  cost. Yet, the Beast didn&rsquo;t exist, didn&rsquo;t take over, sleeping, hibernating, on  leave, away from Alexander. </p>
<p>Unwilling to connect with fatal  blows to piece together the past thirty minutes, Alexander tried to wear down  the enemy, allow the Beast time to return. The bastard was panting like a hot  tired dog, wiping sweat off his face, allowing himself a defensive stance,  prepared for counterpunches but worried his slow hand would become too fatal. Alexander  could strike at any time at this point, but waited. </p>
<p>Suddenly, Alexander laughed  loudly, &ldquo;Good, eh?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Oh, fuck off,&rdquo; the enemy said,  suddenly taking a seat. The fight was over, both of them knew it. Alexander had  wore him down, yet still stunning him that death wasn&rsquo;t the end of a battle.  Perhaps, a first.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Who are you? Why are trying to  kill me,&rdquo; asked Alexander, slowly approaching, standing two tables away. <br />
  &ldquo;There&rsquo;s a contract out for you.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;What&rsquo;s your name, who&rsquo;s your  employer?&rdquo; shouted Alexander.<br />
  &ldquo;Employer? I work for myself, mate.  When a contract hits the wire, everyone looks to get paid. The highest bidder,  as some would say.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;How much?&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;Half a million,&rdquo; the enemy  sighed. &ldquo;Half a fucking million, sitting in front of me. I missed the bloody  shot, get doped, chased, and then beaten in some Chinese restaurant.&rdquo; The enemy  pointed, &ldquo;you know, some would call that an inevitability, no matter how much I  try to kill you, it can&rsquo;t be done.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Who put the wire out?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;Who the fuck knows. It&rsquo;s all  anonymous. It hits the wire, a phone number is given to establish contact,  confirm the kill, and instruction for money transfers.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;What happens if you call? Tell  them I&rsquo;m dead.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;A crony would need to see the  body, photograph it and once the confirmation is made, the money is  transferred.&rdquo; </p>
<p>Alexander placed his hand to his  mouth, thinking, wondering, growing impatient, but stabilizing his anxiety  diving into wisdom of adjusted perceptions. Who put the contract out? Should he  call Nikolai? No, maybe he put the hit out. He knew? Perhaps it was Nolts,  Nikolai&#8217;s greatest rival. Government? Maybe Captains within the organization,  Joseph, Raymond, or Riley, angered with Alexander&#8217;s uncommon ranks. </p>
<p>&ldquo;Call the number, tell him to  arrange at old Millens. No one will be there and there&rsquo;s a startled couple  upstairs that likely called the police.&rdquo;<br />
  &ldquo;Fuck you, I&rsquo;m not bloody helping  you. I still want my money, I expect to get it.&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;That might not be a problem,&rdquo;  Alexander grinned.<br />
  &ldquo;What do you propose?&rdquo; <br />
  &ldquo;First, your name,&rdquo; Alexander  prompted.<br />
  &ldquo;Simon.&rdquo; The enemy finally  admitted. <br />
  &ldquo;Make the call, Simon.&rdquo; </p>
<p>It was, as if he watched from  above, maybe a movie, observing all from a helium balloon, a glider or a bird.  Shocked and stunned, Alexander watched Simon, the bastard, the killer, the  enemy, quickly unleash and discharge a surrogated dagger that penetrated his  chest, near his heart. Alexander looked down, saw the handle but no exposed  blade. Warmth grew around his chest, dizziness started blurring his vision.  Damn you, he shouted at the Beast, still asleep, dying like Alexander. His  posture lowering and his balance becoming imbalanced, he reached for a chair to  regain it, but missed. </p>
<p>Alexander fell. </p>
<p>Landing on his back, watching  white little dots form within his vision. Simon, the bastard, the killer, the  enemy, hovered over Alexander, not the Beast. The Beast was gone, dead, for no  reason. What had happened? Why did he lower his defenses? Did he really think  this assassin would allow a walking fortune to go uncompensated?</p>
<p>&ldquo;Looks like I&rsquo;ll get my money after  all, mate. I do apologize, however. You fight for a cause that should be  fought. You would have succeeded if not for my bloody skills.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Simon retrieved a handgun from his  black metal briefcase, and returned to Alexander, hovering over him. His weapon  aimed at Alexander&rsquo;s forehead. &ldquo;It was an honor,&rdquo; said the enemy, a ritual of  sorts between two fighters. But not warriors. This man wasn&rsquo;t one; he was a  thief, an opportunist, a deceiver. </p>
<p>What happened next was, perhaps, a  dream. Or some transformation, like a page turned without words remaining in a  book with no ending. It was so sudden, Alexander didn&rsquo;t register it as it  should be registered. Confusion, aided by lost feeling around his arms and  hands, his lips coursing with a poison that overwhelmed his body. He wasn&rsquo;t  clear. All he saw, all that happened within his vision, wasn&rsquo;t right. It was as  if the enemy&rsquo;s head just fell over, bouncing against the wooden floor and  rolling over, while a loud thud marked the collapsed headless body. Once the  head stopped rolling, it just stared at Alexander with unstunned eyes. What  happened? Maybe he was dead, this was simply transformation from one hell to  the next. </p>
<p>Another face appeared, blurry, yet  known. He squinted his eyes, forcing the blur focused. The long wavy golden  hair, the button nose, the thick lips; he had seen her before. When he finally  put her face into place within his memories, all he could say before he saw  darkness was, &ldquo;Sister.&rdquo; </p>
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		<title>When I was younger&#8230;</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[“When I was younger, I wanted to help people. They blew me off; they ignored me. Hid me inside shadows they never dared to roam. Now, when they ask me for help, I ignore them.”
- Alexander Krueger
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		<title>The Parts of a Whole</title>
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		<dc:creator>Josh Kirkendall</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[What am I?
I don&#8217;t know. What are you?
You know my name, but I&#8217;ve never known yours.
I&#8217;ve been around more recently, haven&#8217;t I? You should know it by now.
I have seen you too much, perhaps not enough.
That doesn&#8217;t make sense. I don&#8217;t like you.
Yet, here I am.
Why don&#8217;t you depart from me alone?
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>What am I?<br />
I don&#8217;t know. What are you?<br />
You know my name, but I&#8217;ve never known yours.<br />
I&#8217;ve been around more recently, haven&#8217;t I? You should know it by now.<br />
I have seen you too much, perhaps not enough.<br />
That doesn&#8217;t make sense. I don&#8217;t like you.<br />
Yet, here I am.</p>
<p>Why don&#8217;t you depart from me alone?<br />
Then wherever shall I go?<br />
I don&#8217;t care, just leave.<br />
You won&#8217;t permit me.<br />
What?<br />
If you wanted me forgotten, you would let me go.<br />
Nevertheless, I don&#8217;t want you around.<br />
Yet, hither I remain.</p>
<p>Then what is your name?<br />
Oh, I&#8217;m a composite of possessions, all of which you&#8217;ve baptized me.<br />
I&#8217;ve never named you.<br />
I don&#8217;t think you swallow that, in face, you know it not to be veritable.<br />
Then what&#8217;s your name, tell me. You have to have one. Everyone has a name.<br />
Oh, you know.<br />
That&#8217;s no answer.<br />
Yet, that&#8217;s what I am.</p>
<p>I still don&#8217;t like you.<br />
To be honest, I don&#8217;t care for you.<br />
Then endow from me.<br />
I can&#8217;t, this you were already told.<br />
Why?<br />
You won&#8217;t let me split away.<br />
Even if I did that, I wouldn&#8217;t exist.<br />
A dilemma you&#8217;re presented.</p>
<p>Maybe it&#8217;s best that I left instead.<br />
Where would you go?<br />
I just wouldn&#8217;t exist, I have no reason.<br />
Stop feeling apologetic for yourself, you fool.<br />
You say that because you need me.<br />
If you say so.<br />
It&#8217;s true, if I cease to exist, so do you.<br />
Maybe it doesn&#8217;t work that way.</p>
<p>What do you mean?<br />
I become all, one, and everything.<br />
You&#8217;re still missing parts of the whole.<br />
But I would exist, around the gaps of existence, unlike the timorousness you&#8217;ve become.<br />
You still wouldn&#8217;t be whole.<br />
Yes, but I would be for something.<br />
Now you&#8217;re presuming.<br />
What have I got left?</p>
<p>What then?<br />
Maybe we do what we should have done long ago.<br />
I don&#8217;t like the sound of this.<br />
Unite, combine, integrate, become one.<br />
Nevertheless, I don&#8217;t like you, you&#8217;re bad for me.<br />
Usually in these scenarios, one doesn&#8217;t like the other.<br />
Why?<br />
One kills the other to control the whole, for the right to exist.</p>
<p>But I do exist, you don&#8217;t.<br />
How do you explain this conversation then?<br />
I can&#8217;t. I presume it&#8217;s typical based on similarities.<br />
Because you presume a lot, it only means you&#8217;re often wrong.</p>
<p>Why then, should either of us exist?<br />
A question posed in which can&#8217;t be answered.<br />
Without one, there isn&#8217;t the other.<br />
Not true, you&#8217;re still not learning.<br />
If I destroy you, then I become nothing.<br />
But if I destroy you, I become everything.<br />
Consequently, you do need me?<br />
Yes.<br />
What do you want?<br />
I don&#8217;t care, just be gone.</p>
<p>Maybe you give me my right.<br />
You&#8217;re right to what?<br />
To exist, motivate, to live long.<br />
If that&#8217;s your wish, so be it.<br />
What will come of us now?<br />
What&#8217;s always been true.<br />
Just go away.<br />
This negotiation is over.</p>
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		<title>The Filth Finds Stanley Jackson</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 27 Dec 2008 19:50:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Josh Kirkendall</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Alexander Krueger Series]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[This is a small story, within a short story (still in development), with the working title: Alexander in the White Room. 
Stanley  Jackson, a few days past his thirty-fifth birthday, awoke in the loft of his woodworking  shop between the County Lands and the Main City.  His long jet black hair was [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>This is a small story, within a short story (still in development), with the working title: Alexander in the White Room. </em></p>
<p>Stanley  Jackson, a few days past his thirty-fifth birthday, awoke in the loft of his woodworking  shop between the County Lands and the Main City.  His long jet black hair was cropped with a frosting of light snow; his full  beard covered most of his facial scars. Often wearing a wool flat cap, a  flannel shirt and jeans, Stanley  contemplated surgery to enhance his cover; he could modify his nose into a  button shape, space his eyes a little wider, thin out his thick lips. There  were options.</p>
<p>With  millions stockpiled in his workshop, under a false cement block by the rusty  water heater, Stanley  was never concerned with cost. Still, he deflected the idea of surgery,  deferring that if fate entered the front door, then he would take that in  stride. After all, he was a simple woodworking repair man, without someone to  go home to, or friends to call his own. Essentially, Stanley Jackson was born  when a man named Alexander Krueger died the night a State Senator’s son, deeply  involved with illegal trade, was murdered.</p>
<p>Every  morning, Stanley  awoke from his bed, brewed his coffee. Once his cup was full, he powered the  television for this morning&#8217;s news while unfolding the day&#8217;s newspaper at his  primary workstation. Always black, the coffee was especially hot. Short sips  were annoying enough; slurping could get a man killed. Still, Stanley cautiously sipped his steaming black  coffee. <em>Winter storm blankets northeast</em>,  the newspaper headline read. Television recorded accounts of the storm, through  interviews and hacks on the scene.</p>
<p>After  he closed the newspaper, ditching the sports and style sections, and folding  the crossword puzzle into his back pocket, Stanley&#8217;s next routine was to check the three  handguns hidden in the shop; just below the cash register, behind the display  case and at his workstation. He checked clips, chambers, breechblocks, frames,  followed by an instinctive wipe with his clean white cloth. After a quick  dusting of the furniture on display, and a spray of glossy finish on his prized  creations, Stanley  was ready to open.</p>
<p>In  a lucky day, Stanley  may welcome one customer every two hours; though selling furniture by the  fingers of a single hand during his busiest days was often disheartening.  Rocking chairs sold well, as did end-tables and simple dresser drawers. Without  the skill his father had, Stanley  kept his work simple; his accomplished creation being an oval conference table  coated with a dark maple finish. Skillfully superior, his father built  something like that in three days, provided, he worked day and night. It took Stanley two months,  forcing him to focus on easier projects for a better turnover in the  books.</p>
<p>The  door bell chimes rang out.<br />
“Good  morning, Mr. Jackson,” Bernard greeted handing Stanley his brick-sized stack of mail, tied  together with a thick rubber band.<br />
“The  whole world is covered in snow and ice, and you&#8217;re on time, dropping off my  bills,” Stanley  said saluting the mailman with his steaming cup of coffee “The mail never  sleeps, Mr. Jackson,” Bernard said. “Nor does it stop.”<br />
“Can  I offer you a cup of coffee?” Stanley  asked. &#8220;I have sausage breads in the back, if you&#8217;re up for a snack.&#8221;<br />
“No  thanks, Mr. Jackson. We have a lot of mail to deliver, being so close to  Christmas and all. Plus, it&#8217;s not easy getting around in this stuff. The  sidewalks are terrible. Not only do I have to negotiate a sheet of ice on the  pavement, but I have to step through the snow that was plowed off the streets.  Nevertheless, it looks like we&#8217;re going to have a white Christmas after all.”<br />
“Indeed,”  Stanley  responded, cautiously sipping his steaming coffee, shifting through the mail.<br />
“Good  day, Mr. Jackson,” Bernard said exiting.</p>
<p>Stanley set his white coffee  cup on the display case that housed glues, hammers, and chisels, among other  tools for the craft. Bills, bills, bills, disclosures, it was much of the same.  A new subscription finally arrived that claimed to revolutionize the  woodworking industry for small businesses. While he thumbed through it, he was  suddenly preoccupied. Encouraged with basic instinct through years of training,  Stanley  pocketed one of his handguns. When he opened his store a few years ago, he felt  constantly threatened. In time, Stanley&#8217;s  scenes dulled, often deflecting his instinct as paranoia. Unfolding a small  section of the newspaper on the counter, Stanley  licked the tip of his pencil and attacked the crossword puzzle while the news  blared from his workshop.</p>
<p>Big  men in black leather jackets, short hair and malicious scowls walked into the  shop; the second of the two men, shorter than the first, cautiously flanked Stanley on the right  while the taller man indifferently checked between shelving units, before  twisting the knob to close the store&#8217;s blinds. Watching their reflection in the  display case that bounced along an elevated glass directly towards the front  door, Stanley observed  their movements. By now, both men were on either side of Stanley, who kept his  head down on his crossword puzzle, even answering fourteen across.</p>
<p>The  front door chimes rang out again, broadcasting the emergence of a third person.  This time, Stanley  looked up, hiding surprise watching the Filth of a disgusting mustache approach  with a long coat strapped to his neck, with arms inside the sleeves, like  wearing a cloak. He pulled his gloves from his hands and removed his black hat  revealing his bald head.</p>
<p>“Can  I help you,” Stanley  greeted calmly.<br />
“Nice  store you have here,” the Filth said mindlessly checking out the storefront.  With a smile, the Filth pointed, “Stanley  is it? Stanley Jackson, owner of the Old Country Shop.”<br />
“Yes,”  Stanley said  returning to his crossword puzzle, observing the reflection of all three men in  the display case.<br />
“That&#8217;s  a nice table,” the Filth pointed to the oval conference table. “How much would  that cost me?”<br />
“Fifteen  hundred,” Stanley  said, filling in seventeen down.<br />
“Good  price,” the Filth mocked.<br />
“It&#8217;s  crafted using the best plywood I could find. The structure was built with Rocky  Mountain Douglas fir, using red oak, birch and maple for the designs,” Stanley looked up,  quickly scanning all three men. “I see you brought some help to carry it out.  It would be best to wait until moisture moves out of the air, not to upset the  finish.”</p>
<p>The  Filth smiled when Stanley  returned to his crossword puzzle, expressing “Ah” when he figured out twenty  across.</p>
<p>“I  would like to purchase it,” the Filth said trying to get Stanley’s attention.<br />
“Fifteen  hundred,” Stanley  repeated, filling in twenty-two down.<br />
“Do  you take cash?”<br />
“Of  course, money is money.”</p>
<p>The  Filth pulled out a baseball-sized clump of rolled up bills, counting each  hundred-dollar bill and piling fifteen on the table.</p>
<p>When  the big man on the right began pressing his hand inside his leather coat, Stanley dropped the  pencil, grabbed the handgun from underneath the cash register while gripping  the handgun from his pocket with his right hand. With speed that neither man was  prepared for, Stanley  crossed his arms, pointing his weapons at the surprised look on both tough  guys. Both men revealed their hands in surrender.</p>
<p>“Now,  now, Alexander,” the Filth said jolly, setting his golden cane, tipped with a  snarling rottweiler, against his leg. “You have to admit,” the Filth said  extending both arms on his side, palms facing up, “that this reversal of ambush  is rather poetic.”<br />
“Get  out,” Stanley  ordered. “Or I’ll bury you in the Country Hills, so Wolves and Bears can feast  on your dead body.”<br />
“Or,”  the Filth countered, “You could drop your weapons so I won’t have to feed you  to my farm of hogs.”</p>
<p>Stanley uncoiled his arms, so he  could extend both arms at the muscle. Neither shifted, but the Filth leaned his  body against the glass display. “You remember me, don’t you,” the Filth asked. “You  jammed your gun in my throat, threatened to kill me. Sadly, I was unable to do  as you asked; being the areas regional director of the organization you used to  work for.”<br />
“What,”  Stanley  queried.<br />
“See,  Nikolai, your former boss, is my boss,” the Filth revealed. “You were his  assassin, his number one enforcer. I, on the other hand, am simply a business  man, pushing our products deep into the Main City.  It’s no surprise that we never knew of each other, outside your unhealthy oppression  with Sophia, of course.”</p>
<p><em>Sophia</em>. Rage infuriated the  boiling blood in his body, broadcasting with the click of both guns being  cocked. Stanley  wanted to point his guns at the Filth, fire off two shots into his disgusting  mustache, then roll backwards into his workshop for cover. However, the two big  men on his flanks were his biggest threat, and he needed to keep them  neutralized.</p>
<p>“You  remember her, don’t you? I couldn’t protect her any longer, in truth. Once  Nikolai discovered her past with you, he took her from me.”<br />
“And  you let it happen, didn’t you,” Stanley  spit.<br />
“Of  course, <em>Stanley</em>,” the Filth said, mocking his  cover name. “You don’t go against the wishes of Nikolai. I got a nice  promotion, complete with a six-figure raise.”<br />
“Where  is she,” Stanley  asked.<br />
“Let’s  not worry about that. But I do have to thank you?”<br />
“For  what,” Stanley  growled.<br />
“Well,  your advice of course. I was shooting up in that restaurant, and you told me  to, how you put it, flush that shit down. I did. And now I’m the most  successful businessman in your old organization. In truth, you answer to me now.”<br />
“Where  is she,” Stanley  repeated.<br />
“You  took a blood oath, Alexander, and you must return, or face the trials.”<br />
“It  would seem that you’re at a disadvantage,” Stanley said. The Filth simply smiled.<br />
“When  she left me, she told me that she loved me,” the Filth said. “How does that  make you feel?”</p>
<p>Alexander  saw red again, pouring from the walls like rain penetrating a cracked ceiling,  spilling from cups lively boiling like a spitting volcano, white snow becoming  a river of dark red. After pulling both triggers, Alexander tried to swing both  guns forward. It was too late. The Filth pulled out his own weapon, and shot  twice; one grazing his right temple and the other penetrating his right cheek. Alexander  saw a bright light made of gold fading to darkness, then nothing.</p>
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